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Drowning

Tonight, I am drowning in a sea of misconception and lost feelings.

My tortured soul bleeds out on my sleeves as I try to feel something

Anything.

Just for once

I had hoped I could get over this.

When will I ever learn?

I will never change. I will never become anything more. I will never be made "whole"

I am, forever, alone.

On my own.

I have known this for a long time now.

I am my own best friend.
I am my own comfort.
I am my own destruction.
I am my own downfall.
I am my own lover.

Nobody will ever be for me as I am for myself.

~S~

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