love again 2 [z.m au]

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a/n: Personal photos of mine from my Instagram that I took in the city! Also, I'm going to try and update frequently until December because I won't have time to update after that since I will be moving into my own "flat" lol that word still gets me. Perks of being legal and graduated :') I'm hyped. Jk don't be fooled, I may be an adult but I don't know what the hell i'm doing with my life...enough about me...

Happy reading! x

Evelyn

It felt great to be back in this city, even if it was just for a few days.

We acted like tourists and went to the major places newcomers would visit. From the infamous Gum Wall, to Pike Place Market, the boardwalk & the Ferris wheel and Kerry Park.

Kerry Park has the most beautiful view of the city. The space needle is front and center with all the buildings behind it.

That was the exact place where Zayn asked me to be his.

Right now, I stood in the living room of my parents home, holding onto Ash and Ella. I didn't want to let go.

My parents wanted them to stay while we continued our little getaway to Greece. We'll be heading to the airport right after dinner.

They wanted to spend as much time with them before we head back to London, especially after what happened with Ella last week.

"Are you leaving?" Ella frowned as she asked. Zayn took Ash from my arms.

"Mommy doesn't want to leave you," I cooed, hugging her tightly.

Just the thought of leaving gives me anxiety. But as long as she's with her grandparents, I know that everything will be just fine. But my heart won't be able to handle it.

"Ash and I are staying?" she asked Zayn and I.

We nodded. My heart. God, my heart is breaking.

"Yay!" she squealed, catching me off guard. "I wanna stay with grandma and grandpa!" she hopped out of my embrace and ran up to my dad.

Oh. Well, at least she's happy about it.

Zayn was holding Ash, giving him endless kisses. "Ugh, can't get enough of you."

Now I'm torn. I definitely did not want to leave this little boy behind for a full week. He's been saying "dada" lately no matter how many times I've been trying teach him how to say "mama".

He's a daddy's boy for sure.

"I don't know if I can do this," I admitted, looking down at my finger that Ash was holding onto. I frowned, lightly grazing his cheeks with my thumb. "Mommy doesn't want to go without you, baby."

Ash let out a giggle. "Mama!" he said, loud and clear.

We all gasped as he continued to giggle and babble on.

"Did he just..." I was crying already. I didn't care about the time I spent making my makeup look A1. I bet my mascara was running.

Zayn grinned. "He finally said it!"

"Ash, can you say mama again for me one last time?" I begged, caressing his chubby cheeks. "Just one more time before mommy leaves?"

Ash said it just like I asked him to and it only made me tear up even more.

"Now I really don't want to leave!" I held out my arms as Zayn handed him to me.