Catfish: The Untold Story.

Death to Zadan?

Blake

Blake and Jordan headed back to Michigan. They would be there for a month before getting ready to go back to Missouri to finish up their jobs. Jaye and Blake started talking a little more than normal even though at night she would let him go before she got to her apartment considering her new boyfriend was there waiting for her when she arrived. Blake hated the thought of her going home to another man, touching and kissing, lying next to him in a bed, nothing good came to his mind when he thought of those things. She tried not to make it any more awkward when it came to Blake and Jake but she couldn't always help it.

"I'll text you when I can." She said before walking up to her apartment.

"Okay, I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow then."

"Maybe not."

"I'm not going to get my hopes up Jaye."

"I understand Blake, but I'll still text you tonight."

"Won't your boy be there?" Blake refused to say his name as much as he could. It left a bad taste in his mouth every time he heard or read it, so he referred to him simply as her boy.

"He should be yes but I want to keep talking to you."

"Won't he know?"

"I don't know or care. I'm ending it with him. I can't be with him. Not when I know you are alive and well. We both know we need each other in our lives. I haven't been this happy since you left and now that you are back, you are mine and I am yours. I want to be yours again in every way possible....if you'll still have me."

"You know I always want you Jordan Renah."

"Good Babyboy."

"Yes it is."

And that was that. Jaye soon told Jake to get out and they were done. She did it as nice as she could but for the most part she was just happy to have Blake back into her life. They didn't jump right back into anything, they took their time getting to know each other again.

Blake was laying on the couch listening to Jaye talk to him. She had been on cam but turned it off when she wanted to talk to him about Jake. She felt he should know everything that had happened but she didn't want him to see her as she talked, more like cried.

"I was so hurt when you left. I thought you were dead Blake. You left me and I had no one. My whole world came crumbling down because I had made you my whole world. Our future, kids, everything I had dreamed about with you went away in an instant. I didn't eat, couldn't sleep. My mood was beyond crap. My boss was not a fan of me. I went out with the girls just to get away and try to clear my head but of course that didn't work. I was missing you bad. Super bad, I loved you with everything inside me." She paused to catch her sobs in her throat, "Anyway, when I was introduced to Jake, I couldn't help but think it was a sign. His name....Jake...Blake....i know it sounds stupid but that was one of the reason's I started seeing him."

"Did ya'll...." Blake asked not really wanting to know the answer but felt like he should know.

Jaye was silent before she finally responded, "Yes we did. It only happened after we would go to the bar and I would be drunk. I couldn't do it sober. I couldn't even finish because I would have to get off and go to the bathroom before he seen me upset and teary eyed. It wasn't his fault but I just wasn't into it."

Blake nodded his stomach tightening at the thought of her climbing on top of Jake. He knew she liked being on the bottom with him but in his head he always thought of her riding Jake. He tried to shake the thoughts away but he couldn't. They were there burned behind his eyes to stay forever. She had touched another man.

"What are you thinking Blake? I need to know what's on your mind. Do you not want to be with me anymore because of it?"

Blake thought for a moment. He knew he didn't want to lose her because of this, and he knew that it was his fault for it happening in the first place. "Jaye baby, I don't blame you for getting with him. I don't like it no but I can't fault you for something that I did to myself. I went away, I hurt you, you did exactly what I said and tried to move on. I guess parts of me thinks I should have stayed gone. Let you move on and live your life."

"I wasn't living my life Blake, I was alive yes as far as breathing but I wasn't living my life. You were my life. We'll you and our son. My heart broke when you weren't part of it. So please don't think you should have stayed away, I need you in my life. Our son needs you in our lives. I love you Babyboy."

"I love you too babydoll."

"Do you think differently now?"

"About what?"

"Being with me?"

"No, I know where my heart is baby. I know you are what I want and need. I just have to get my mind around the fact of everything else and that is not your fault at all, it's my own."

She nodded crying a little.

Blake knew he should have reached out and touched her but he couldn't, not yet, it was far too soon for that.

Jaye felt the hesitation towards touching and knew that in time things would go back to their somewhat normal existence. It would just take them some time to get used to everything once again. Blake did his best to ease things along, he told her he loved her as much as he could. Jaye did the same, trying not to get too needy but knowing that she was in need of some Blake loving. The month was flying by and soon he would be leaving again to go back to his jobs, their time would soon be cut short once again.

Zadan

Zadan and Alice's weekend never happened. Zadan never made it to her, he instead died on the way. He no longer lived and breathed. Jordan was the one to let Alice know about Z. She was devastated of course because once again she had given her heart to the man, who secretly always had it. Zadan's death caused a ripple not only in Alice's world but also Kristine's.

Kristine was notified of his death too. Jordan and told her and when she didn't believe him she asked Blake to confirm. She cried for him even though she knew they would never be together again, she still loved him. He was her first love, he had a big piece of her heart and always would. Even from the grave.

The guys went to Florida to spread his ashes with Sam's. They would want to be together that way and the boys made sure to make that possible for him. They also checked up on his house and made sure things were okay there since they would be going to Missouri right after.