And The Sky Opened Up

He's Gonna Pay

That night Sarah slept in my bed with me. Nothing happened before, she just kinda wanted to cuddle and then we fell asleep.

Other than Lyn-Z, she's the only girl I've ever slept with, like, I mean I've had sex with tons of girls, but I've never slept with any of them.

I like waking up beside her. The way the morning sun lands on her skin, and highlights her blonde hair. She truly is beautiful.

I wanted coffee, so I got up and made myself a cup. Frank joined me in the kitchen.

"Sarah's bedroom door is open, so I can see she's not in her room. Is she in yours?" he asked

"um, yeah she is" I said

"atta boy gee!!!!!!!!!!" he said

"...Frank, she came in to my room say goodnight to me and we were cuddling in my bed, and we just fell asleep. Sorry to get your hopes up" I said

"so nothing happened?" he asked

"nothing that would impress you. But plenty that impressed me. I like minor details. Not all things in life revolve around sex, Frank" I said

"Your losing it Gerard." be said

"yeah, whatever Franklin" I said

I headed back into my room to wake Sarah up.

She looked like she was in pain. She was sweating. The sheets were all over the place. She was tossing and turning. She was crying in her sleep.

What was wrong?!

She starting talking in her sleep.

"No! Please stop! No!!!! Ouch! Stop! No!!! Get off me!!!" she sobbed.

I had to wake her up.

I shook her awake. Her eyes flicked open immediately. She looked up at me and started to cry more as she jumped up and wrapped her arms around me.

"Gerard!" she sobbed.

"Come on, Sarah, lay down, breath, talk to me babe" j said

I sat on my side of the bed, and she sat sideways on my lap with her arms still tightly wrapped around my neck.

"what's wrong Sarah" I said seriously.

"If I tell you, will you promise you won't get mad?" she asked.

"Yes, I promise" I said

"okay, well, when I was 15. My parents took me to Vegas, and they wanted to see the grand canyon in Arizona. So we went to a little airport Just outside of Vegas. We booked a little plane tour to fly over the grand canyon. While we were waiting for our flight, one of the landscapers, were staring at me. He looked to be about, 25 maybe? And then he started winking at me, and blowing kisses at me. He walked over to the janitor's closet and waved me over and mouthed "come on baby, please?". I rolled my eyes and gave him the finger. I was only 15! And this guy was a total creep!

Anyways. We went on our flight, and came back and headed back to our hotel in Vegas. I had my own room. So when I got back I took a nap. When I woke up, I stood up and a pair of hands grabbed my ankles from under the bed. And then a naked person emegerd. It was the guy from the airport. I Said "what the fuck do you want" and he said "I dont like getting shut down, you rejected me at the airport, so heres me getting my way. If I Want you, I get you. Simple as that" he said

He duck taped my mouth shut, held me down, raped me, and then left. Thankfully I didnt get pregnant. But it's the only time I've had sex, if that's what you'd call it. I was sacred with every guy I've been with. But I'm not scared of you Gerard." she said

That was a lot to take in. I didn't know what to say. I felt sorry for her. It made me sad. But my sadness quickly turned to anger. That little shit, laid a hand on MY Sarah. Mother Fucker is gonna pay.

"so I just had a dream, reliving the whole thing.. It happens a lot" she added

"Sarah..." I started.

"I'm sorry Gerard, don't be mad" she said

"Why would I be mad about this?!" I asked

"I don't know. I just didn't know how you would take it. Your the only one who knows. I didn't tell my parents, cause I wasn't pregnant" she said

The little fucker didn't even get caught. That's it. I'm losing it.

I had to do something.

"Sarah, I will never hurt you. Ever. Got it? " I said

"yes Gerard. I know" she said

"don't forget it." I said

I told Frank what happened. He almost threw up.

"that's so not cool" he said

"I know" I said

"We gotta do something" he said

"precisely my thinking" I said

I Told Sarah I was going to Vegas with Frank for the weekend. For boy time. she didn't even make the connection that I was going after this loser.