you keep invading my mind and my poetry
but you also invade my judgement
i keep wondering what you would do, what you would think
(even though you're the last person to consult
your list of bad decisions was long)
would you like her, I wonder?
probably not
she's like you but also the exact opposite of you,
wild but not stupid
pretty but not arrogant
kind and not mean
happy and not sad
you wouldn't like her
you'd feel threatened and jealous
do you feel threatened and jealous now?
do you even feel anything anymore?
i don't even know if you really exist
maybe i imagined you
i also wonder what you'd think of my religion
but i know you so well
i know you'd laugh in my face and call me naive
do you really think you know better than me?
if you were so smart and cultured and free
why am i the only one left breathing?
you died long before your body
and that's sad
i died too, a while ago
but i've reborn
you never really got the chance, did you?
i wonder about you, what you'd think
but then again i know you
and i know what you'd think
why am i wasting my time wondering?
