there is no strength in my silence
and there is no strength in this pain
because my selfish, ungrateful heart
just wishes everything would go away
smoke
Table of contents-
smoke
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ashes
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who am i?
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dissolve
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black heart
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cold
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the window
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eighteen
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red in the grey
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tender is the night
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eleven
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you'll say you'll follow me to the afterlife
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unlucky thirteen (it's always scary in my head)
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swallowing razors
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i am a skeleton
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i am terrified of what's next
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suicide is disgusting
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downfall of humanity
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momma don't go
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it's beautiful
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i'm so tired (again)
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are you there god?
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to go peacefully
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there's always a reason
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sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me
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i don't miss you
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(what is life?) why cry for a daisy when soon you'll have a rose
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smoking kills but so does love
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thin ice
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the one i love
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i want to give up so badly
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sometimes you just can't
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waking up in the morning
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new friends
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sometimes it just happens
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scar tissue
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skeleton flesh
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prier pour paris
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things haven't really changed, have they?
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be careful what you wish for
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hey, this is actually about you this time
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you need me but i don't need you
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artwork in progress
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tired x tired
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fluctuating emotions
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circles
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47x8=not 11
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growupbecauseidon'twanttowastewordsrightnow
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anger isn't fresh
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poetry is a good way to vent
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no one really cares, anyway
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wouldn't it be lovely?
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idfc (lyrics)
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can't sleep, won't sleep
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there's nothing in it for us
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bad teeth
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freedom
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something about the weather
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do you miss me? i miss you
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know it all
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i still think about you
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wut
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evidence of the moon
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sickness in my stomach
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I feel like I could talk to you again
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say something, please
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what would you think?
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not mine and i don't know who wrote it
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love you gently
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cult of the moon
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go where?
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why do we listen to society anyway
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personne ne les écoute quand tu pleures
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mother, you lied.
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it's easy to keep quiet
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talk to me, come on
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swamped/stressed
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what do you want?
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shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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i felt it and now i can't wait
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wish i could help you
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the ocean runs deep
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maybe I never had a gift to begin with
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it'll be my fault, if it isn't already
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My 731st Poem
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r.i.p to all dead cats
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humility
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pride=eagle
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Eminem says kings never die, but people always die
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guilt eats you inside out
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sonder
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I'm really tired now
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boy who cried death
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i'm tired of writing poetry
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Why did you do this to me?
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I am my father's son
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some people never learn
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this is not a poem, this is a sentence and sentences aren't poems at all
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judas
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cruelty
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i'm really sorry
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garden/butterfly/skeleton/eden
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new leaf
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a letter to no one
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nonononononoononoo
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fascination with death
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addiction
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where are you now?
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real people
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what does it mean to be human?
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the wonder years; cardinals
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mike
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"proud of you"
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war is hell
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it shouldn't bother me
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i've given up smoking
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the girl who stole the sky
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onions
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to be a dad (is it a letter? a poem? idek man, it doesn't really rhyme)
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to be alone (since we're already so lonely)
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sorry
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how dare you?
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not an angel
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merry christmas
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through the looking glass
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been a while ig
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oh death, where is your sting? our Resurrected King has rendered you defeated
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p1
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p1.2
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grass
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slavery (ATTEMPT AT METAPHORIC POETICNESS; inspired by Eden)
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jb38/39
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when i wake up
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ish
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to love you
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555555555555555555555555555
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ffs
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life is good ig
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it's sad.
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i'm running out of titles crap
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found this poem in an old drawer
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humphdaff
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myradash
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ragishzz
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opaque moonbeams
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perhaps
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she sleeps in a bed of thorns
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would you carry the sky for me?
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nonsense verses
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autoimmunity
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it's because i love you
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to see you smile
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153
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badishgla
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little bit
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i want to go home now
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think of me like a tree
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my life
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i am not a skeleton
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my girl
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;-;
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a test of faith
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suck it up, kid
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i haven't forgotten you.
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mornings are always really cold in winter
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spunk
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shush now
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we're all to blame
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fragile
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UGH
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falling away
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Let It All Go (BIRDY + RHODES lyrics)
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forget you
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truth about ohana
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curemyinsomnia
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juliet
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ms
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I know what you did last summer, tell me where you've been?
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let's not keep messing things up
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weeping willows (there are no saints, only sinners)
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eh67
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to be nothing.
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the very oxygen we savor slowly kills us
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inspirational.
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the sylvia plath effect
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which is it?
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i wanted to be a poet
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ravens
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drowning
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it makes me angry.
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it still gets under my skin
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captain obvious *sprinkles glitter HA IM GAY* <jk
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long walks on the beach
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194
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195
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is it hard to understand?
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bon appetite or whatever i have run out of titles rn
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>>(1) she says, she says "heartbeats"<< (no sarah it's not smut smh)
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>>(2) she says, she says "lavender"<<
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ugh
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go away
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some people have it worse
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roads
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brian
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only blame yourself
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206
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i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you
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208
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screw you
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cant.
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MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION (for just a moment)
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23456789075425678956789654367895=890
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213
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i would like
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morning blues
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7 years old (lukas graham) >edited to fit meh life<
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ohohoh
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she is my lady
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criptognosi
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fammm
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to go into the setting sun
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222
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gtfo
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you're fine.
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love
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panic attack
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ughhgughgugh
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tytytytytytytytytytytytytytytytytytyty
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i'm human, too
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i wish that i wasn't
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my first time writing in dialect <3
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Untitled Part 232
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let's go back to october
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Untitled Part 234
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i think i've overused this theme
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236
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Bob the Builder
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mr. elephant
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honorable death.
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because isn't that what old age does? you watch your loved ones leave?
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DANG I HAVE A JOKE FOR THE PREVIOUS TITLE
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tbh he does though
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!@$#%$#)^$#)%@#(*
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peels ot deen
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WHAT'S WAITING IN THE BUSHES OF LOVE, SOMETHING'S WAITING IN THE BUSHES FOR US
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building blocks
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you should have known
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842 :dnas
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snakes
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lmfao
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yippeeyayay
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beetles
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spector
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titles are haaard
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BUT FIRST LEMME TAKE A SELFIE (nothing to do with this poem lol SEARA GETS IT)
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forgetfulness
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fool's gold
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cinder-ra-ra-ooh-la-la
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du bist siebzehn
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unique
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jadasistdasdeutschealphabet
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let's be honest: we all know you meant for this
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vanity oh vanity
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12:24am
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poachers
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all i'm going to say about this..
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faa
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rivers, oceans, aquatic metaphors
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someone nail this window shut
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oops i did it again, i played with your heart
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would you go?
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don't put limits on how long i want to *sleep*
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faith, hope, love--the human imperilment
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goosebumps are not flowers lol wtf am i doing here
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i like it around 5
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1738 i'm like hey wazzup hallo
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if the moon was human
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beware of dog
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puzzle me
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leleleleleellelelel
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well isn't this a pickle
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boxes and boxes and boxes
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contradiction
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how do you like these apples? personally, i find them rather sour.
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iiiiidddddcccccc
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zero chill
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you like to ignore problems
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don't make me close my eyes
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we never said that we wrote a tragedy
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me, myself, and i (p.1)
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me, myself, and i (p.2)
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vacay
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welp help velp delp melp
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...continued
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(someone you miss) [previously published elsewhere in my works]
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i'm thinking of ending smoke at 300 or 400
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feelings schmeelings dpeelings
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i'd rather get lung cancer than keep this game up
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this is my dream
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300: *insert clever movie quote here*
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we're not broken, just bent
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m!m!m!
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i'm a magicman
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THIS SONG IS FIIIIIIIRE *EDITED LYRICS FOR LENGTH*
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CHILDHOOD [cont. from FLIP-SIDE]
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lament
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bleghbleghblegh
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Untitled Part 308
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you won't get it unless you recognize the meaning of the word in the first part
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i can never be what you want, but i can try to be what you need
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idc about how they fall, i just like to be free of the weight
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[a.rt] *shorter versions found in FLIP-SIDE
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*posted this on my wall, decided to post here bc it's still relevant
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her insomnia
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we aren't the brightest crayons in the box
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i'm a stick of butter lol
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i sleep naked. metaphorically but sometimes literally lol
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for sarah:
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fourth barrier
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pink quartz (FROM MY SHORT LIVED 2ND ACCOUNT LMFAO)
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field of cotton (ALSO FROM MY OLD SHORT ACCOUNT)
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my flock
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fox hunt
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324
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go me let :me love you if
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FOR SEARA;
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"leave" me alone, get it? lol i'm a comedian
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a sin to kill a mockingbird: a letter;
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a haiku
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michael hated poetry, but loved irony
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a poem i didn't write, but needs to be shared...
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dust and weariness; a haiku
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jealousy; a haiku
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exploration of death; a haiku
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so i've been doing haikus lately
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ohana; a haiku
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500 days of summer's ending; a haiku
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self-reflection; a haiku
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m/j/h/h/d....etc; a haiku
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we are empty, but when were we ever full?; a haiku
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mi religion; a haiku
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let's go climbing ok; a haiku
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let's all be flowers, as in cherry blossoms; a haiku
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my writing style kinda changed lately, so here's a sorta throwback
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afldksjgjldgh;ljrhb;oiawrjsvngfeiokjnfiodjwokj
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black butterfly
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black butterfly (pt.2)
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but people will never learn
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it sucks especially when you can't love anyone else more
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stained sheets
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don't fix what isn't broken
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doctor, doctor (this poem actually sorta rhymes lol)
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*ignore this lol i'm fine fr and this isn't a poem it's a rant and a thingy idk*
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AUTHOR'S NOTE:
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*warning: sorta a mature content poem*
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hummmmmming
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could you tell for me?
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i should have picked a poet
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can you stomach it?
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snow white, snow fright, snow night
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heated
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loverrrrrrrrrrs
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saharaaaaaa
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this sucks
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ode to childhood fun
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dark poem
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lone
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tarantism
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[[she]]
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{stole the show (excerpt lyr.)} + poem
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i just want you to know that...
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alex's roses [i]
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alex's roses [ii]
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alex's roses [iii]
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alex's roses [iv]
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mounted deer-heads stare at the back of my living head and it's creepy
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small town, pop 800
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beware the opinion (THE END)
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