unconditionally perplexed | 1

xxx.

(absolutely smitten by dodie)

daisy,

(gosh, your name is as beautiful as you and your soul)

i honestly don't know

how else to put it.

but.

i'm in love with you.

you've ruined my life because of it,

but

it's okay.

i'll figure something out,

just like i always do.

so i'll say it again.

d a i s y , i a m i n l o v e w i t h y o u .

have been from the start.

always will be.

to

i n f i n i t y

and

b e y o n d .

while you study hard,

getting the best of grades as always,

i'll be waiting for you.

and even if i do move on from you,

be it a boy or a girl,

you'll always be in my heart.

(you've basically drilled a hole in it and made sure of it, but you'll still be in my heart, nonetheless.)

while you probably get a boyfriend,

i hope he loves you for who you are.

i don't want anyone to hurt you.

people like you

deserve

happiness.

people like you

deserve

love.

unconditional love,

at that.

you've left me

unconditionally perplexed,

but that's okay.

because i just

want you to know

that i love you.

i love you more than you'll ever know,

so i thank you for everything.

thank you

for being my best friend.

thank you

for being there.

thank you

for smiling in a world as dark as ours.

thank you

for letting me love you.

i know that you'll never feel the same way towards me,

but that's okay.

thank you, daisy.

thank you for everything.

i love you.

だいすき。

-love always, alex