unconditionally perplexed | 1

xvi.

it took a while,

but

i got over it.

i saw these people often enough,

so i learnt to put up

with their bullshit.

the issue at hand

became

the boy you were always with.

he insisted

on the two of you being

partners

for

everything

the two of you did

together.

i scoffed at that,

but i said nothing more.

you two

only became closer since then,

but..

daisy.

can't you see?

can't

you

f u c k i n g

see!?

every time

i tried to speak to you

he would take you away elsewhere,

anywhere,

but here.

i don't think

you'll

e v e r

understand.

you'll

never

understand,

what it's like

to be

in love

with your best friend.

because each time

i smile at you,

in reality,

i'm in pain.