(all we know by the chainsmokers)
you weren't sure
how to talk to me
when you saw me
later that day.
you saw i was upset,
you saw
the
raw
h u r t .
you saw
the
raw
p a i n .
i was truly
h u r t .
"alex?"
you whispered to me,
not really sure
what to say
or
do.
i wasn't sure
if i wanted to
scream
or
if i wanted to
cry.
these people had hurt me,
and you weren't there to see it,
daisy.
and,
you know what else sucked?
that stupid boy was in our class.
he whisked you away
once again.
and
you
didn't
even
bat
an
eyelid.
i fucking needed you,
daisy.
f u c k ,
i still do.
because,
no matter
w h a t
i do,
you'll always pick him.
i was never your
f i r s t
choice.
daisy,
please.
don't leave me.
please.
not again.
please.
not again.
you can't hear me.
you're too busy
prancing about
with
H I M .

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Puisihighest rank: #130 in poetry (16/6/16) - in which a girl writes unsent notes to her best friend. - lowercase intended. - book 1 in the 'if only you knew' series.