unconditionally perplexed | 1

xxv.

it pained me,

seeing you with other people.

you always seemed

like you were having more fun

than when you were

with

m e .

what was i doing differently

in comparison

to the others?

i was

b o r i n g .

i was

p l a i n .

i was everything

these people

weren't.

so.

i can't blame you

for

being bored

when you're with me.

if only you knew.

i didn't want things to be this way,

so.

please try to notice,

notice the things

i've done

to get you

to see

how much

p a i n

you've put me in.