unconditionally perplexed | 1

xxiii.

(treat you better by alex and conor)

the level

of stupidity

of the other things he did

to get your attention

lead me to think

'why the hell do i even like this idiot'

one of them

didn't make me angry,

unlike the others.

no,

this one saddened me.

it saddened me

to the point

that i forced

myself to

stop

looking at him

and

thinking about him

altogether.

my thoughts

drifted,

my mind racing.

i could already see myself

running back to you,

daisy.

i'm

p a t h e t i c .