36th. I wonder

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I wonder

-By Sophia Cac


I'm going through many things right in the moment

I'm afraid to hear what you think of me

Doubts have been made

Trouble have been cost

Thought have been running

With regret following

I'm afraid to face you

Make you judge this imagine

Afraid that you laugh at the mistake that I've made

Many silly lies have been sing

With this dagger pointed in the chest

What will happen when it get through

I wonder...


Deep down I know I'm just a human

I make mistake

I lie to save what I'm hiding

Have you wonder

What behind the word "I'm ok"?

Have you say it out loud and realize the meaning of it is

"I'm broken"

I like playing along with the river

Non-stopping with its intention to join the other in the sea

What can I do that no one can

I wonder...


Silly me,

I doubt it.

With me being me

Nothing can be possible

Turning the volume up

Leaving reality behind

Letting my thought roll and capture me

Hearing whispers, while no one looking

Have you hear me singing

Screaming but no words came out

What a reality we have

I wonder.





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