Scattered Ink { Poetry/Quote }

Farewell

Farewell - 

by Sophia Cac

I had too much dreams

that life becomes such a drain.

I wanted to make the future,

only to make too much failure.

I wanted to gain a life,

but pain gave me so much lies

that the truth have become just another word.

Nothing has ever been real in this world.

I was such a sucker,

to those who have power.

Maybe jealously is what I feel,

soon hell is where I'll fell.

I wish for the God to tell,

if His plan for me is going well.

I realize something about me,

I could never hold something so dear.

I fear the thought of losing

someone that prevent me from breaking.

I shake in hesitation,

having too much temptation.

Thoughts roam in my mind,

maybe it's a good flaw of mine.

Forgive me dear,

I am foolish as a deer.

A bullet is so near.

Many is hunting me,

I am afraid

of what could be trade.

Dearest, I am tamed.

but I am running out of time.

I have run out of words to oath,

yet my mind so loud with thoughts.

Dear, you know yourself.

So, it wouldn't be surprising for you

to know that this is just for you.

Forgive me, love.

For I am already in love

with death's idea of giving me

a way to happiness, yet it is a shame.

In return I have to say farewell.