Back for you (Louis Tomlinson fanfiction)

Chapter 13

CHAPTER 13

Louis P.O.V. 

Every few minutes I would turn and look at Melody. I was happy because most of the time she would also be looking at me. As soon as that would happen, I would smirk to myself and she would blush and turn away. At least at the fact that she would look at me meant that she didn’t completely hate me. Maybe I had hope to be forgiven. I looked at her once more but she was looking at the movie. I saw her lips. The lips that I craved so much at the moment. I needed to talk to her to make sure that she wasn’t mad at me. She finally turned her head again to look at me.

“Can we talk?” I mouthed to her silently.

“No” she looked really pissed. 

“Please, just one minute”

“Fine, whatever, one minute” she mouthed back rolling her eyes. I was proud that I got her to talk to me even if it wasn’t really talking. I lifted Lily off my lap and put her down on the couch while she untangled herself from Niall who was sleeping with his arms around her waist. I couldn’t help but feel jealous. She got up before me and headed off to the kitchen. I followed her a few instants later and noticed that everyone was either sleeping on the couches or asleep in their rooms. When I entered the kitchen, she was sitting on the floor near the counter.

“Melody, are you okay?” I asked innocently.

“Perfect, what do you care?” she replied sarcastically. I have to admit, that hurt a little but I guess I deserved it.

“Please, I know you’re mad but don’t hate me. What I did had a very important reason behind it but sadly I can’t tell you just yet but I promise, I will one day. All you need to know right now is that I really li-”

“Don’t. If this is why you wanted to talk to me about then save it because I’m not interested in hearing it” she said cutting me off. I lifted her chin and noticed she had been crying. She flinched away but I didn’t let her go. I was starring in her eyes and she was starring in mine. I couldn’t help but feel bad that I was the reason that she was crying. Even though more than one tear fell from her eyes, she didn’t bother removing them. My thumb brushed on her cheek wiping the tears away.

“Please don’t cry” I whispered to her as I brought my lips to her cheek removing the final tear. She didn’t move which I took it as a sign that I could continue. I brought my lips close to hers and I could feel her breathing hitch telling me she was nervous. I love how I had that effect on her. Every time I kissed her, her breathing would become uneven by nervousness. I brushed her lips with mine and started kissing her sweetly. She didn’t pull back which was great news. At first she didn’t kiss back but I didn’t give up and she finally kissed back. I knew she could fell me smiling into the kiss and so did she. What was an innocent and gently kiss at first soon became very heated and intense. I picked her up by her thighs and sat her down on the counter in front of me. I stood in between her legs. Her legs wrapped around my upper body as I placed my hands on her waist pulling her closer to me. Her hands traveled from being around my neck to be playing in my hair. She would tug at my hair every once in a while. It was only then that I realized what I was doing. If Lily would catch us, I would be screwed. I had to let her go but I wasn’t giving up on being with Melody yet. I pulled away from her but didn’t want to say what I was about to say.

“I’m sorry; I should never have done that. I didn’t mean to and I regret it. Lily is the one I love” of course I didn’t regret it, it was possibly the best kiss ever but I had to be harsh. “Please, just forget we ever did that. It would be better for the both of us.” I saw a tear fall from her eyes as she ran in the bathroom and slammed it closed behind her. I could feel my own eyes get teary. But I had an idea to be forgiven. All I needed was some time alone with her to be able to tell her everything. I just realized that I didn’t care if it risked my career, she was more important. I had to find Harry to tell him about my idea.