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Noboom- miscarriage

Y/n Pov.

this child was everything to nathan, he had so many plans regardless of the gender. It made me smile seeing how excited he was about our kid.

"its so close!" he spoke walking into the nursery. i couldnt help and smirk at this side of nathan, the sweet, innocent little boy.

"4 months nathan" i laughed a bit, he looked at me. he strode over and kissed my stomach.

"4 months isnt long" he whispered. i took his hand and kissed it before i returned to our bedroom. i laid down on the matress, my eyes soon drifted off from the stress they'd been under. i felt the bed sink next to me before a light kiss was laced on my cheek.

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when i woke up it wasnt because my body had enough rest, there was a sharp pain in my lower torso. i moved to see blood on the bed.

"Nathan!!" i called out, Nathan wasnt next to me on the bed. i felt the tears sliding down my face as he walked in the room, he looked at me and then to the blood stained sheets.

"Shit!" he yelled, he grabbed his phone and called a ambulance. i sat up and held onto my stomach as i tried to breath, Nathan soon got off the phone and sprinted over to me.

"im sorry nathan! im sorry" i repeated over and over.

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when the ambulance arrived the rushed us both to the hospital, sending us immediatly to emergency. i held onto Nathans hand the whole time. i saw his eyes water as they slid me into the surgery room,through the mask i listened to them as they scanned my stomach before cutting into it.

soon the gas got to me and i was out. When i came to i was laying in a hospital room, Nathan sitting in the corner bawling his eyes out.

"N-nathan?" my voice came out quiter than i had expected. He looked up at me, His face stained red from the tears.

"Y/n!" he called out, moving closer to the bed.

"what happened?" i questioned, i wanted to know what had happened during the surgery.

"um..." he teared up, biting his lip. 

"you had a miscarriage" he spoke softly. i felt the tears slowly well up in my eyes. Why did it have to be our kid...Nathan was so excited for this.

the first tear slid down my face.

"Im sorry nathan" was all i said before i turned away from his gaze.

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