bee- beefore we met.

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*warnings of depression/suicide. also homosexual kinda stuff*

y/n pov.


i walked around the house, we were packing our place up to move in with the 3 boys. i walked into bees office downstairs and saw her sitting on the floor crying. i walked in and sat down next to her, wrapping my arm around her.

"do you remember this picture?" she asked, i looked down at the picture in her hand, it was us the day we met at pax Aus. i smiled and leaned on her shoulder.

"yeah, its the day we first met." i mumbled, she cried a bit more before placing that picture in her lap. she looked at me, moving my hair back behind my ear.

"if i hadnt of met you that day, i wouldn't be here." i looked at her confused as the tears streamed down her face.

"i wasnt happy with my life, but then i met you...you became a hero to me." she cried, i felt my heart clench, i hated seeing her like this.

"that day i was planning my death, after the convention. but seeing you smile and care free...i just couldn't cause i saw your arm. your scars and the genuine smile on your face gave me hope." i felt a tear drop from my eye, she knew all along about that.

"Bee i-"

"let me finish, the me before you... im not proud of. but this photo reminded me, thank you. this is probably one of the photos of my smile. im here because of you, thank you so much." she was fully crying now, but she still held a smile on her face. i hugged her and kissed the top of her head letting the tears flow into her hair.

"thank you, i love you." i mumbled a bit before just leaning on her head.

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this one was a shorter one but i thought i'd just acknowledge that time when bee was down. remember speak to someone if your feeling down, im always here to talk.
 you may think i know nothing but im currently recovering from depression. i know i say this willy nilly but its medically true though, im on medicine to change the endorphin's i produce .  proud to say im clean for almost 2 years! 

so please seek help, cause it helps so much.

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