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grape- anatomy of you

for smeedles_chick_22 sorry it took long.

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y/n pov.

highschool, when you think of that word you think of sitting in rooms listening to boring speeches, writing notes, general bad times, but what if you were dating the principal's son. 

"sean, you're so eager to do this that you've broken us into the school's gym equipment room?" i laughed as we were both undressing until we reached our underwear.

"you've been away at your nerd camp for over a week! of course i am" he mumbled as he struggled with the button on his jeans, walking over i pushed his hands out of the way to help him.

"for your information it's not nerd camp, it was science camp" i smiled once i had undone it.

"like that makes a difference" he smiled before he kissed me, moving us to a foam mats used for gymnastics. "well sorry we're not all captains of the football team" he laid me down before flexing.

"well not everyone can be me, thus no one else can be captain of my football team" he laughed before he jumped on the mat next to me before he started kissing down my neck. i ran my hands down his back before i traced them back up his stomach.

"i've missed you" i mumble as i cup his face so he stops kissing down my body to look at me. "i love you" he smiled before kissing me.

"i love you more" he kissed me for ages until i felt him getting hard against my leg and was grinding to get some relief.

"sean? we can do this you know...i mean it's not the most romantic of places but-" i laughed a little when he glanced at the door. without another word sean started rubbing me through my underwear. i jolted up at the sudden touch before leaning my head back trying to suppress my moans.

"s-sean" i moaned out causing him to stop as he blushed. 

"y/n i cant hold back anymore...please can i" i bit my lip and nodded causing sean to pull my underwear down faster than he ever has, along with his own. he slid on protection before sliding in slowly.

"it's only been a week but you're so different....in every way." he groaned out while thrusting into me slowly. my hands were gripping the blue material that covered the foam from the teasing thrusts.

"sean, stop teasing!" i call out and grip his bicep. he smirked and moved slower. "speak smart to me, its so sexy"

"Among the four known states of matter, plasma is the least found on the Earth's crust." we both paused for a moment before laughing as sean sped up his thrusts.

"your so hot" he mumbled out before his stomach started to show how heavy he was breathing. he was close. smiling i rubbed his jawline with my thumb as the knots in my stomach formed myself.

i covered my mouth as i rode out my high, shortly followed by sean. we laid there for a couple of minutes before we heard a rustle at the door.

"what the? why's it locked from the inside" we heard the schools gym teacher say. we quickly got up and got dressed before we ran out the door hearing the teacher yell.

"for the school's top student and star athlete i thought you two would know better" we both ran through the sports class as they cheered and were laughing the whole way until we were at the front of the school.

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sorry ive been away from this for a while. recently i...i havent been good. as in the thoughts of cutting/suicide have come again. i havent acted on the thoughts but the thoughts have returned cause my teacher triggered something in me. she called me flippant (definition:shallow,not serious/disrespectful attitude) after she insulted my voice by saying i sound to much like a dude. i didnt even say anything bad i said thank you after she roasted me and she still called me flippant :C
i know that sounds stupid by my voice has always been a problem for me.
i also know this doesnt sound that serious but if i quit that class i lose points and cant go to the uni course i want but if i stay in that class im going to keep getting personally attacked by the teacher.

so im just kind of lost right now, with sorting out myself mentally and my university situation. im a mess.

but in good news, when im lost i tend to write more to express myself.