Pathetic

Well Damn~ 24

Okay first off I'm so sorry I haven't posted in so long. I've had a rough two months but I think everything is finally getting better. Anyhow here's chapter 24! XD

~*~Chapter 24~Well Damn~*~

I'm not going to lie, I was scared. Finally knowing what's going on with me seemed to scare me and I don't know why. No one was allowed In the room with me during my appointment only freaking me out worse. Why would I need to be alone?

Eventually my brain kicked in reminding me that the only way to measure my power is for me to be alone. I seriously needed to face palm for that.

When the door opened my stomach knotted up in way I never knew possible and all over I just felt numb. Minor and my father walked in behind the doctor ridding some of the knots in my stomach. They all took seats all around the room: the doctor on his stool, my father in the chair, and Minor on the bed next to me on the bed.

The doctor looked at me with awe; not confusion like all the other doctors, but with total and complete awe. He then stood up and handed me and old worn book that I've come to know as "The Book of Legends."

About half way through the book there was a green post-it note sticking out. I flipped to the page in the old, worn book carefully not wanting to rip anything. The realization of the words on the page hit hard. How the hell haven't I figured this out. The damn book was pounded into my brain as a child.

"How the hell can this be?" I looked at the doctor holding the book up as I did so. "I'm not... I can't..." My father looked at me with confusion as Minor took the book from me and read for himself.

"I knew it..." It was barely audible but I did in fact hear the words leave Minors mouth.

"What do you mean you knew? This whole time you knew I was the Demon of Apocalypse?"

He sighed but closed the book before turning his body towards mine. "I wasn't sure but it was my main guess. Your fathers too." He pointed at me father while motioning with his head.

My dad sent a glare towards his son-in-law to be for sending everything on him. "We didn't want you to freak out until we knew for sure. You would've freaked, like you are now and it could've been for no reason."

I let my eyes roam to every person in the room. "But you're wrong." Every single person looked at me like I'd gone insane. I ignored the looks and continued on. "I'm not freaked. I'm actually quite the opposite. I'm the strongest demon on Earth for crying out loud. Well, I'm honored."

The day drug on with my dad telling the family and them celebrating. I played along with them as the reality sunk in. Ridding the world of the harmful adults but now, when the time comes, I have to get rid of the young innocent kids too. I'm not sure that's something I can do.

By midnight I was alone in my room trying to work out what to do. My door began to open slowly creaking with every centimeter it moved. I let out a laugh when Minor's cringing face was revealed. I heard him let out a sigh through the pink lips that were spreading into a smile as his eyes made contact with mine.

I couldn't smile no matter how much I wanted to for him. His eyes grew softer and his smile shrunk as he gave a quick nod, grabbed my hand, and sat down beside me. "I figured as much."

His words made me confused and I let it ripple through my features so I wouldn't have to talk, he would just know. He let out a small laugh as he looked at my face. "I figured you weren't okay with this. Angel, look, you don't have to be it's a lot to be asked of and you were a demon raised with morals. Everything is meant to be hard, do you understand that or even that no matter what it isn't going to be easy?" The look in his eyes told me everything, that he understood and that he was going to stick with me and together we'd get through. I shook my head as the clog in my throat prevented words from coming out.

After that we just slept in each others arms just like before when everything was normal, when my mother and sister were still alive, and when I didn't know what was wrong with me.

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Leaving the rest of my family was hard but I wanted to go home. The two days down here had sent me into a sort of depression that only Minor noticed. I'm glad it was only him that knew though, I can't handle my families caring looks. I hate people knowing when I'm breakable.

That one thought stuck in my head repeating itself over and over for days, well so far a week.

At this very moment I lay in bed staring at the ceiling with the words 'I'm broken' repeating through my head. The door to my bedroom flew open indicating Kobal's arrival. I didn't turn my head or wipe the tears from my eyes. I just laid there still only breathing.

Kobal came over, whipped the tears clean from my pale face. "You're gonna get through this Babygirl."

I turned to my best friend, "I know but it's hard right now. It's just too much."

We said nothing for a few moments until a wicked grin spread on his face. I tried to back away from him without falling off the bed but I fell anyhow. I groaned before busting out laughing with the blond idiots peering at me from the edge of the bed.

Before I knew it I was lifted onto the idiots shoulder and was bounding with every running step he took. He tossed me on the giant couch, gave me a pointed look, and raised his right pointer finger before yelling, "stay," at me.

"I'm not a dog Kobal!"

He popped his head back into the living room laughing evilly, "Hell yeah you are. Girl, you're my bitch." I laughed as he whipped around so fast that he fell flat on his ass.

He can so easily save me.

Kobal came back moments later with tons of junk food along with milkshakes and monsters. He placed in the first Fast and the Furious movie and let our coping begin.

Hours later we were jumping on the couches while my little pony was on the TV. We'd finished all of the junk food along with the Fast and the Furious series. The outcome was what Minor, Azale, and Anser walked in to. Azale and Minor were laughing at us while Anser pouted.

"Dammit, guys, why wasn't I invited?" He stomped his foot to make his point as he crossed his arms and popped his bottom lip out.

"Because you aren't a cool kid like Kobal and I, that's why Anser." Kobal and I high-fived then stuck our tongues out at him.

"Ohhhh, you two are gonna get it now!" Anser darted towards us but were weren't gonna wait around we took off, going our separate ways.

"There's two of us, Anser, and only one of you." Kobal yelled out tauntingly before he was tackled by the very boy he spoke to.

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I know, I know. It's been forever and this is totally short. I'm sorry I'm still struggling with stuff but it just wasn't as bad this morning so this is as much as I could get. Pretty much I'm writing little bits at a time and it's really hard but I can't seen to write for long periods of time. Anyhow Thanks and sorry guys.

~Kennie <3