Is it wrong I see no future for myself
Everyone I know sees college and marriage and I play along but I can't see that far
I can't see myself being married
Either can my friends or family
They said they can't see me married or even dating
They said I would be a single mother that no one would want me
I would have bad credit
Who's gonna love me
I'm not incredibly gorgeous
I am not skinny
I am not beautiful
I don't see anything
I see me gliding through life in the back ground
No one really seeing me
No one really caring
I sometimes sit in silence and feel as if silence is louder than me
I am so utterly useless
That something invisible and without sound has a better chance than me
Who will love me
Who cares about me
Who really sees me
Sometimes I think what it would feel like dying
What people would say at my funeral
If people would even show up
Would they cry
Probably not
What if I just jump
That would be nice
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Heart of Moss
PoesíaThis is a book of my everyday life and what I feel. This is my life and I would love for you to live through it with me. It's from rants, to poetry, to just plain writing. It's bout whatever sucks ass or whatever is unbelievably awesome and whatever...
