Heart of Moss

Incorporation

I feel like a corpse
Dead

Lifeless
Irrelevant
I walk through life feeling invisible.
I don't want to be invisible but I am so I act like I'm okay with being invisible.

I can put on a smile and act like words don't hurt me I can grin at things that don't make me particularly happy.

I can't show my disappointment or I ruin all the fun
I can't show my anger or I am a beast
I can't eat how I want to or I'm fat
I can't be myself without people judging me
I can't hang out with guys without being called a hoe
I can't be my age without being to young
I can't act older without being to fast

All this shit I can't do because society sucks.
I wanna be able to wear what I want without being labeled
Or do what I want without people being all " panties-in-a-twist"

How am I supposed to live while I'm young if everyone younger and older are sucking the life out of me with all the standards and stupid cliques.

I don't give a fuck if I don't fit in, I'm fucking me bitches should fit into my social group make time for me.

Why do I have to lick the shoes of a female who's probably going to do nothing with her life because being famous in Instagram gets you places.

You know what actually gets jobs other than looks?
Personality
Hard work
Dedication
Experience

It doesn't matter how funny it was when you made fun of a girl or boy.

I'm tired of bowing down to the pretty pretentious bitches and niggas.

I wanna be free
I just am so tired
I'm just so tired

Please
I am just so tired of all this shit

It hurts
To have to cry
And no ones there

Or to cry for someone who doesn't give a shit about you or themselves but gives a shit about the person who put scars on their back and put them through hell almost to death.

But me the person who was there gets a fucking shit to the face because I don't fit In

Well you know what fuck that I'm done.

I'm just so tired
So very tired.
But I'm not giving up
And either should you.