Chapter 27
*Author's P.O.V*
Almost every feeling Harry can think runs through his body. Anger, regert, sadness, pain, and disappointment. This is something he would never think to hear from any of his friends. No one ever really gave him shit for being gay. Most people let him know that it made them uncomfortable but that they wasn't going to hate him or make him change because of it. Other people weren't so lucky because a lot of them ended up being beaten to death or beaten on the daily basis. Him dressing like a woman is a whole different story. He's sure a lot of people would definitely beat him or kill him if he wasn't surrounded by his friends.
"My ears must be playing tricks on me because I know I didn't hear what I think I heard." Harry says, cleaning out his ears.
"Harry-" Niall tries to say but is stop by a hand being held up to his face.
"So you've just been pretending to be my friend? You were repulsed by me for being something I have no choice of being? Who the fuck gives you the right to say my sexuality is wrong?" Harry screams at him while clenching his fists."I have every right to punch you right now but I'm not because I don't kick anyone down when they are already at their lowest point."
"I shouldn't have said that and I'm so sorry. This isn't a excuse but my anger and frustration with myself got the better of me." Niall responds, reaching out for him but stops when he sees him shake his head.
"Then please explain to me why that bullshit came out of your mouth in the first place?" Harry asks as he takes a step away from his bed.
"As you know, my parents divorced when I was fifteen. My stepdad was and still is extremely homophobic. He thought that I had a crush on my neighbor just because we didn't do the typical boyish things so he really gave me a lesson why being gay is the worst thing anyone can be. It didn't help that some of the boys at school were homophobic too and bullied anyone they thought was gay. I was one of them until I had gotten a girlfriend. I still had to walk on eggshells because I never really knew my sexuality completely. Girls were hot to me but I always had this weird feeling around males. I didn't want to figure it out so I just told myself it was bad and ignored it and did so many things to prove that I wasn't into guys." Niall explains, causing his friend to unclench his fists.
"I didn't know that. Just please don't let this happen again because I don't want to have a misunderstanding like this and I really want you to talk to me or the other guys if something does happen to you. We all just want what's best for you." Harry reassures, crossing his arms over his chest.
"I know and I'll try my best because I most definitely don't want anything like this to happen again." Niall responds, taking notice the change in his body.
"So Damon didn't sexually assault you?" Harry asks after a while with his anger gone now.
"No that fucker did. I just hate myself for it because my body still reacted as if I liked it even though my brain kept screaming at me not to." Niall answers with his voice trembling a little bit.
Harry is taken back when he sees him start to cry quietly. This is his first time ever seeing him cry. For a second, he thought that he would never see him cry since he's always so happy. He pulls him into a hug and rubs his back gently. He kind of feels bad now for even being mad at him. The sun moves its clouds out of the way, causing the moon to shine as well. There's a knock on the door but Harry doesn't make a move to go answer it. He knows that Niall needs this time to let it all out and he does. The childhood trauma, the Damon incident, Katherine's bullshit, and his sexuality crisis. They pull away after a while and Harry hands him some tissue to blow his nose and wipe his eyes.
"Thank you for being so understanding and caring." Niall states, giving him a small smile.
"No problem. You're still my friend so I wouldn't treat you any other way." Harry responds as he returns the smile.
"A little part of me still held on to the thought of liking boys, which was why I subconsciously painted my nails." Niall says quietly while looking at his nails.
"Don't worry about being into boys. None of your friends or family will look at you differently because of it. Your parents got remarried three years ago so you don't have to worry about your step father ever again." Harry reassures, looking deep into his eyes.
Deep down a part of him is happy that he's into guys too because that means he still has a chance. That chance may be very slim but he'll take it. Their eyes are still locked and he doesn't know what that means. In his mind, he thinks that he is going kiss him. He would love for that to happen and for him to jump into his arms and confess that he's madly in love with him. This isn't a fairytale though. Niall breaks the eye contact then montions for him to open the door. Harry nods his head before going to the door and unlocking it. The rest of his friends flood the room with Katherine behind them. The doctor comes into the room too with a police officer accompanying her.
"Hi son. Would you like to press charges against the male that has done this to you?" The officer questions, giving him a comforting smile.
"Yes but please don't make me recall what happen." Niall states, trying to stop his brain from remembering.
"You don't have to son. His dna and what the doctor informed me is all we need." The officer explains then leaving the room with a wave.
"I wish we could have gave that piece of shit a good beating before he goes to jail." Liam says as his jaw clenches in anger.
"Hopefully the inmates in jail can do it for us once they found out what he did." Zayn replies, resting his hand on his shoulder to calm him and it works.
"I'm so sorry for bringing that predator into your life." Katherine says, coming to his side and resting her hand on top of his arm.
"I just want to let you know that you can leave today if you want or tomorrow morning." The doctor informs then leaves the room.
"Thanks for the support guys but I'm going to get dress then head home because I don't like hospital and do not want to be here any longer then I need to be." Niall says and they all give him a hug before leaving the room.
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