Chapter 38

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Chapter 38

*Author's P.O.V*

Two months had gone by. Within those two months, Niall seem to have disappeared off the face of the earth. He didn't answer any calls that came through his phone. He turned off his tracker so no one could locate him. He didn't come to work anymore and he had moved from his apartment. He gave the dog away to a family that would take care of her. He definitely didn't want to be around anyone. He needed to step away for a while because too much was happening for him. In his mind, the world was shunning him so all of his choices after that accident were impulsive. It's been hard because so many times he wanted to reach out and talk to someone.

Harry, on the other hand, was so confused and hurt for two months. The moment he had got back inside Niall's apartment that day he heard him crying so hard in the bathroom. That led to him having a panic attack. There was so much helplessness he felt since Niall didn't open the door so he had to calm him down from the other side. He had fell asleep against the door and once he woke up he found himself in his own bed. He had found a note from Niall saying he's gone and that he's sorry. At first, he thought it was a suicide note and that almost made him vomit. He knew he was a alive once he had sent him a text and saw that he seen it. Ever seen then he's just been trying to process his absence.

Currently, he is sitting on the couch with the kitten he had to house train. She is biting at his fingers when he hears a knock on his door. He gets up from the couch then sits her on it. He walks over to it while stretching his arms. His mind is still sleepy so he just opens the door without a second thought. The impact his body feel wakes him right up, however. The scent gives away who is hugging him so tightly. He wraps his arms around him just as tight as he hears him crying into his shoulder. Completion is all he feels. He rubs his back before slowly pulling away from the hug. His hands still onto his arms though as he looks into those glossy blue eyes. He smiles at him then squeezes his arms.

"I'm so sorry. I really didn't want to leave you but I knew if I didn't then I was just gonna get worse and that was gonna result in another argument or even a fallout between us. I had to better myself for you." Niall confesses before sniffling as his tears are wiped away.

"I'm not mad at you. You did what you had to do. I'm just glad that you got better and is here now. I just wish I was there to help you through that." Harry replies as he rests his forehead against his.

"I've gotten better though. I've embraced my sexuality fully. I'm not afraid to show it or talk about it now. I've told my family about it and they support me fully. I don't care about what anyone thinks anymore. I just care about us." Niall explains while he smile at him.

"I'm honestly so proud of you. You owe me a lot cuddles though because these animals were giving me a hard time." Harry teases before his face is kiss repeatedly.

"Of course. I'll give you all the cuddles you want and whatever else you want." Niall replies then kicks the door closed.

"Though I'm very greatful that you're back and better than ever, I still want to talk to you about your disappearance." Harry states as his body is pick up and he is taken to the bedroom.

"As you should, but I've been missing your body, your soul, and your mind so much." Niall replies, nipping at his neck then kissing him on the lips.

"As of I, but I'm sure that can wait for fifteen minutes." Harry responds before he is place on the bed.

"Alright just let me do this really quick and I promise we can talk." Niall states then climbing on top of him.

He had easy access since the green eye male is wearing a jersey shirt with some boxers. His hands sneak under his jersey then plant themselves on his ass. They connect lips again while gripping on to each other. For Niall, this feels so much better knowing that he has nothing to fear anymore. Without fearing anything, he really wants to try everything now. He pulls away from his lips then start to suck on his neck. A grin comes up on his face hearing Harry squirming under him while panting lightly. He pushes his shirt up slowly then start to kiss at his chest. He's sure that Harry will forget about the talk now. However, that isn't true since he is gently push away after a few minutes.

"Okay. I think we've had enough for now." Harry says with a laugh, feeling himself become slightly hard.

"Sorry but I couldn't help myself. You're just so radiant and marvelous." Niall responds then laying next to him.

"Thanks for that." Harry replies as his cheeks turn a deep red while pulling his shirt down."Now spill."

"Well I didn't move that far. In fact, I live closer to Liam. I didn't try to do that but it happen. What I did though was sit down in my room in complete silence and reflected on my life. While doing that, I also planned on where I want my life to go. I really needed to start fresh in order to get that old mindset that I had. I had talked to Veronica before I blocked everyone and she still let me keep the job so I'll be returning this Monday. I knew that I was healed, which is why I stopped by today." Niall explains while pulling him close to him.

"Did you happen to talk to any other males?" Harry questions, feeling him rest his chin on top of his head.

"What do you mean talk to?" Niall asks with a laugh as he wraps his arms around him.

"I mean like flirting or even being touchy with them." Harry answers, feeling embarrassed for even bringing this up now since the blonde is here with him for a reason.

"Of course not. I rarely left my place and even when I did I kept my head down and my ears plugged. I'll admit I did watch gay porn in order to get more comfortable with being bisexual but I still thought about you during that." Niall informs, secretly loving that he was jealous.

"Yeah let's just ignore I said any of that. Is there anything else that had happen?" Harry responds as his slight born start to go away.

"I did talk to Katherine though this morning. We had a very long talk and she actually wishes the best for us. She gave a teary apology for hurting us in anyway and she has finally moved on. She actually started to talking to this guy that use to live in my apartment building and they're really hitting it off. I have moved on too. We're just friends and it will stay that way. You're my top priority now." Niall says while pulling his hands up to his mouth and kissing his knuckles."Now I get to have you."

"Wait wait wa-" Harry tries to get out but his mouth is kissed and he is pull on top of him.
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Thoughts??? Predictions??? Do you guys want something sexual or no???

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