My Cowboy

3rd First Day of Senior Year

*****A/N To be honest, I couldn't find a better picture to portray Rani, Jada, and Kota.*****

It's Friday December 4th, 2015. It's the third time I've tried starting my senior year. I started my senior year here then I started it again in Texas and here I am again.

"Good morning, Doll." Ryder greeted with waffles, ice cream, and pickles.

"How did you know I've been obsessed with pickles?" I asked sitting up in bed. "Where did you get all of the ingredients and the utensils?" I added.

"Well I may have borrowed them from Rani. When I told her I wanted to make you something special, she practically threw them at me." He answered.

"Come here." I gestured for him to come.

I kissed him and tugged at his pants. He instantly ripped them off. Then I reached for my breakfast.

"Oh, you tease."

I smiled at him.

"I love you." I kissed him then ate my breakfast.

Then we had sex. It was extremely quickly because I had to get ready for school.

I quickly brushed and curled my hair. I did my make up and I picked an outfit that wasn't in my suitcase. Finally.

I chose a pair of light jeans and a pair of sparkly gold converse with a white t-shirt. Classic look. It was almost time for school, but I didn't want to leave Ryder.

"I love you, Jada. I don't want to leave you." Ryder stated.

"Then stay." I said as he shook his head.

"I can't, but there's something I want to tell you." He responded.

"There's something I want to tell you too." He gestured for me to go first. "I slept with Kota."

I looked directly into his eyes and watched as his soul shattered.

"We were broken up and I was missing you more than ever. Kota kissed me. I couldn't help myself. I wanted you but you were fifteen hundred miles away and you were my ex." I explained.

"I guess I'm not surprised because I did the same thing. I'm sorry. I slept with two girls from school. I slept with Skylar Hanley and Jessica Lindt at the same time." He responded.

I actually think my heart broke. I felt a huge pain in my chest and my heart sunk to my stomach. I chose to avoid the subject of my boyfriend's sex life.

"Maybe we should date, but non-exclusively. That way we can still be together, but we can also date or sleep with other people." I suggested.

"No. I want you and only you. You're the love of my life. You make me a better person. Jada, since you stopped drinking due to the baby, I stopped drinking. I feel so much better sober. You're my Doll. We can face the world together even if we're thousands of miles apart. I love you, Jada." He answered.

"I love you too, Ryder." I responded.

He was shaking.

"Are you okay, Ryder? You're shaking." I asked grabbing his hand.

In a moment, I realized why he was shaking. He pulled out a little black box and dropped to one knee. I covered my mouth with both of my hands.

"Jada, I don't want anyone else in my life. Will you marry me?" He questioned.

"Ryder, I'm sixteen."

"So we wait two years. Marry me, Jada." He answered.

"If we are still together, then you can propose in two years. I'm not saying yes now. I love you, I'm just not ready for that. We have a baby in here." I pointed at my stomach. "We need to focus on that."