The 1975 // A change in heart

Chapter Six // A good girl enters the Badlands.

Date: September 1st

Location: Multiple cities in California

It was bound to happen.

It was the moment that would forever plagued my mind.

I knew it would happen, I just didn't know when.

I had already confronted Skye and she apologized continuously begging me for forgiveness for sleeping with my then boyfriend. I would assume she didn't care how I felt but apparently she did.

So I knew that it was inevitable that I met the allusive Halsey. The girl with blue hair that Gemma can't stand, the girl who brought the only man I've ever loved to his knees probably moaning her name.

I knew it would happen but little did I know it would happen in a Trader Joes while I was food shopping.

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*5 hours earlier*

"Abigail I've apologized countless time can you please just-" Calvin started to beg.

"That's it!" I turned around snapping at him. "If you apologize to anyone it should be my friends that you rudely treated for no goddamn reason"

"Not happening" Calvin scoffed. "Abigail don't ask me to do something that will hinder my pride"

"You're pride" I screamed veins exploding from my neck. "You, all of you ruined the only day I get to spend with everyone I love! So fuck your pride!"

"A I'm sorry okay" he sighed grabbing my hands. "Please can we just move on"

"You will eventually have to make amends with them because they'll always be in my life" I said shaking my head.

"Down the rode babe but now I'm just too annoyed" he shrugged then kissed my cheek. "I gotta head out but can we grab dinner tonight?"

"Of course" I huffed then pecked his lips before watching him leave my apartment.

Once he was gone I slipped on my Chanel Espadrilles and grabbed my Celine then headed out. I had two million things to do before dinner tonight, one of them including going to see my boys.

We hadn't talked since my disastrous dinner which is actually the longest period we've gone without talking since they came back into my life.

I know a lot of it had to do with Calvin, they were at odds with my relationship and I didn't blame them. He was incredibly rude but they weren't innocent either. Nonetheless I hadn't heard a peep from them in ages.

Another reason I hadn't spoken to them, Matty specifically is because a year and some days ago he cheated on me. The guilt was eating him alive and I wish I said I felt bad but I didn't. It hurt me just as much and what hurt worse is now that every time my birthday comes around I won't think about that magical night in Japan but who he fucked the night after.

It was very complicated and the new Abigail was starting to really hate complicated. Thankfully driving to the guys house wouldn't push me back with the limited amount of time I had.

"Abigail!" Jamie cheesed as he swung open the front door.

"Jamie" I beamed then hugged him. "Glad your back"

"Only for a bit" he shrugged and he sounded kinda sad.

"Everything alright?" I asked stepping into the house.

"Love everything is fine I'm just sleepy that's all" he smiled following me into the house. "How was your flight home?"

"Shit" I laughed. "We ended up not going because of a mix up with our flight tickets but they plan on coming out here soon"