The 1975 // A change in heart

Chapter Nineteen || And he's broken and beaten

Date: November 28th

Location: Long Island, New York

I swear waking up in this bed felt like a dream.

A really nice dream.

I hadn't been back in my parents holiday home since I was a teenager so being back now, to relax and be with my family was the absolutely highlight of my year.

It wasn't anything compared to Taylor Swifts gorgeous home not too far from here, it was fairly large but nothing compared to her mega mansion. It was home.

"Do you remember the last time we were here?" Terrence asked as he just strolled into my room.

"We got drunk on the beach" I nodded hiding my head in shame. "Pretty sure your sister made our with Kendal"

"And your parents caught us sneaking in at four am, your mom was so mad but your dad calmed her down" Terrance laughed then sat on my bed. "Thanks for coming down"

"I was going to come no matter what" I assured him then sighed. "I have to tell you something T"

"You met someone?" He asked, I shook my head and his smile faded. "You guys are back together?"

"I don't even know" I shrugged.

The night of his drugged fueled rage George and Hann had to come in the room and get him away from me because I was shaking.

The next morning I left without speaking to any of them, I changed my flight for an earlier flight in the day then left. I truly couldn't be there.

Since being in the Hamptons with my family I have gotten multiple updates that he is doing much better and he's so sorry for what he did and how he acted. They also told me he barely remembers a thing.

I spoke to him last night after we had a family dinner, I missed him. It was late so I expected him to be gone but he was in his right mind and he apologized countless times.

After the apologies died down and the tension diffused we had a really nice long talk just about how happy I was to be home and happy he was to being going home for a few days.

We weren't necessarily back to the power couple we once were but I could see us getting there and it felt good.

"It's a simple yes or no Ab" Terrance said with so much anger in his voice yet his composure was cool as a cat.

"Yes but we're working on somethings" I said then mentally reminded myself that the only person that knew about Matty's cheating was the people who lived on that bus.

I couldn't find the courage to tell my family let alone Terrance, I couldn't have them hate him.

"I'm not Isis, I'm not going to tell you how to live your life" he nodded and his words were soothing. "However I don't trust him, and I don't want you alone on that tour"

"I'm surrounded by at least twenty people, ten alone on that bus" I groaned as the thought.

"Yeah and they're all his people" he shrugged not caring of the body count. "I have a semester off to intern, I'm going back with you Abigail"

"T that's just gonna make things worse, you know they hate you right?" I lightly chuckled.

He shrugged truly not caring. "They can burn in hell for all I care, I don't want you standing alone anymore. Talk to Jamie about it but either way I'm going back with you"

"Thank you" I softly smiled then hugged him. "Thank you so much"

"Anything for you kid" He cheesed as he pulled away. "Come on your dad is making breakfast and Isis's man is here"