Long time no see

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Hey sorry. It's been like a week since I have updated this and boy do I have some stories to tell.
Sunday we we went to my grandmas house and put up Christmas decorations because she didn't want to do it without my grandpa who died. Funny though she called me today and said she had a great time decorating and bragged to her friends about it. But if course when we did this all my cousins couldn't be bothered to come and help. You know why? Cause she doesn't care and isn't a nice person .

Magic pineapple came over Saturday and we made two boxes of lime jello, three things of popcorn, twelve cookies, and two popsicles. And yes we ate it all with some help from my brothers. I took a strange video of waking magic pineapple in the morning. Then sent it to our friend infinity.

I've been joke sick for three days yeah I know. I've had a headache and I can't concentrate. My English teacher got fired for some um serious things. Found out we have netflix. I have been binge watching the show raising hope and don't know why it got cancelled. It's about raising a serial killers baby. I TALKED TO A BOY!

Actually I just talked to my friend talk but here is the best part. Be prepared to face palm. We don't have each other's numbers we talk over direct message on Instagram. And most of the time the conversation becomes sad some how. I don't know why.

And then I also have come to the sad realization that I'm not happy with my life. I hate going to school cause no one is very nice. Everyone is too self centered and I hate it. I'm happy with my real friends, Maddie, ivy, Sophie, Victoria, Zoe, Tanya, Sam, Kat, and Erin. But the sad thing is I don't go to school with any of them.

Victoria, Sophie, Maddie, and ivy all go to the same school, and Zoe, Sam, Kat, and Erin all go to another. I'm all alone and I don't know what to do. I need to be with my friends but we found out we don't think it is possible for me to transfer to be with Zoe. It costs so much to be with Maddie, and I don't want to make my parents pay that much money just for high school. My grades have dropped guys. And it sucks.

My only friend I have at my school is moving in 10 days. I'm not ready to give her up. She was literally the only reason why I went to school cause she understood me.

Two of my friends tried to date each other their parents got mad. Said they couldn't hang out anymore. Then they both talk to me about each other and I don't know how to help them. I told them it would get awkward but I was fine with it but... I guess I'm jealous of their happiness. Wow and I'm talking about my pessimistic friend here.


Whelp my life sucks.
Hope yours doesn't.

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