Im crying right now, that last chapter killed me, a sword through my heart duck I hate this book ~Maria
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Maria
I lay in my bed, on my side and stare out the window.
The sunrise looks so beautiful. The yellow of the sun meeting the lips of a baby blue sky.
I smile a little and curl into my blankets even more.
The guards are worried, my parents are worried and Vic is about losing it.
In one month, I haven't left my room. I haven't eaten in one month, I'm all bones. My hair hasn't been done in one month.
I haven't slept. I drink water and that's all I do. Maybe I play Justin Bieber or New District.
Vic has multiple times tried to get me out of my room. I didn't budge.
My eyes are red and drained. My heart still hurts and I hate it.
I know I should be happy for him and I am, I just hurt so much.
Calum has tried to come into my room, but I have Jarvis stop him. My room looks like a tornado hit it.
Dani has tried to bring me out of my room to shop, she has tried to cheer me up but failed.
Jarvis is really worried. He hears me cry and he plays really soft songs to help me sleep. He whispers quotes and that I'll find another guy.
The problem is I don't want another guy. I only want him.
I know I messed up their wedding, and I feel horrible. I screwed up. It's doesn't surprise.
The sky looks extremely beautiful and as soon as I look out the window.
There they are. Calum and Lexi. They kiss each other real quick and then pull apart entering the building.
Why can't I let him go.
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Vic
I pull Dani into a hug and feel my eyes water. I start sobbing and she coos holding me close.
"It's okay baby, she will get better I promise baby," her voice whispers into my ear and I shake a little.
"She's my closest friend, we have been through literally everything together. Midnight talks, midnight snacks, going to the top of the castle and lay on our backs watching the stars and talking about everything," I sniffle and let out another sob.
"Baby let's ask Jarvis how Maria is doing," she suggest and I nod as I call Jarvis.
He switches to our board on the wall and smiles politely.
"Before you ask, Maria is not doing well. She's getting worse, her body can't go much longer. All the fat that was stored up is gone and if she doesn't eat or go to a hospital....." He trials off and I sob as I hear the front door open.
"Jarvis go back to Maria," I command and he switches back.
I wipe my eyes and hug Dani closer. Her touch comforts me.
"Hey guys what-" Lexi cuts off seeing Dani holding me.
I wipe my eyes and look down "we don't need you, you can go back home today and probably for a couple weeks," I say and she looks hurt.
Calum wraps an arm around her waist and I hold back the tears.
They turn to leave and I sob once more into Dani's neck.
Fuck them. Fuck me. Fuck life.
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Jarvis (surprised?)
I watch as Maria doesn't move. She breathes slower than normal.
Her body shakes as she let out a quiet sob. I frown and start playing a favorite song of her's.
She calms down and sings along softly. Her voice is really quiet.
Maria was only 8 years old when her parents got me.
I maybe a computer system, but I have been with this girl for a long time.
She always comes to me for advice, always asks me to play her songs, sings for me and asks me to help her pick out a outfit.
"Hey Jarvis?" Her fragile voice asks and I immediately respond.
"Yes dear?," I say and she turns over to face me.
"Do you think I'll ever get over Calum?," she asks in a hopeless voice.
"Dear I don't know, you seem to really love him and love is a hard thing to change. But I do know, if you don't eat or go to a hospital you'll go into a coma and eventually die," I say in a sad voice.
"Maybe dying wouldn't be so bad," she says
"But I can't lose you baby, you're my best friend," I say and she smiles at the nickname I give her.
She absolutely loves the movie Dirty Dancing and she is just like Baby. Therefore she got the name.
"I won't leave Jarvis, just give me a few more days," she says and closes her eyes as her breathing steadies.
Please be okay.
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Hey babes x I hope you like this chapter x vote and comment 😍😚
Love ya ~Maria
By the way, random picture up there babes xx that is completely true.
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FanfictionMaria is a Princess. Who's mother and father don't allow her to date or fall in love with peasants. But she has her eyes on a certain peasant named Calum. Calum Hood is a peasant. Who has eyes for a princess named Maria. He knows they couldn't ever...
