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Home was the place anyone could feel comfortable in
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I couldn't remember what happened when I was taken and I don't remember what happened over the period I was gone.
Matter of fact, I don't remember how long I was gone for, but good news has come and gone over this weekend while I laid in the hospital.
My so called kidnapper was taken to prison and charged with multiple charges. One being assault against a special agent.
Nate had been busy in the studio for the last three days and he said that we needed to have a talk when I got back home.
Although those words worried me and made me feel sick, I knew that it couldn't be anything to terribly bad.
The news that made me happiest was exciting. I was almost two months pregnant.
"Ms. Gilinsky," the doctor knocked before walking in, "you have a couple guests here to see you, is it okay to let them in?" He asked.
"Yeah of course," I smiled.
Knowing my team and how close we all were, they probably came to briefed on the case before they left.
And as I thought my whole team walked in but with a new face. They all had a smile on their faces.
I frowned knowing that the new face was my replacement for a few weeks, and lastly, Nathan trailed in behind them.
I smiled. Nathan was finally here to see me. I miss his face. I miss him
"Hi guys," I smile while motioning Nathan to sit by me. He sat at the foot of the bed and placed his hands on my legs.
"We just came to check on you before we left for a few days," Hotch said. I smiled and nodded my head.
"Well, keep me updated," I said as then shuffled uncomfortably.
Finally the girl who'd be my replacement stepped forward, "Hi my name is Michelle," she smiled, "I'll be your replacement while you're out."
"Hello," I smiled.
"We have to get going," Hotch said. They all came up and hugged me before leaving except for Michelle.
"Bye guys," I called. I then looked over to Nate who seemed extremely tired and stressed out.
I sat up fully and grabbed his hand. He looked at me and smiled. He kissed my nose before wrapping his arms around me.
"I missed you baby," he said into my shoulder. I inhaled his scent and felt a feeling of safeness as I leaned on his shoulder.
"I talked to the doctor before I came in," he smiled, "you're leaving today," he said while smiling and kissing my head.
"Thank god," I sigh, "I want some real food and a nice warm shower," I laughed. He smiled.
Nate gave me this feeling deep down. A feeling of safeness. I loved him and his warmth he gives off.
He gave off positive vibes. Vibes that I wanted to be around. Vibes I needed to be around.
Nate was so much more then just my boyfriend. He was the man I wanted to marry and have my children with. He was my person.
My bestfriend
Just as I opened my mouth to tell Nate about the baby on the way the doctor walked in, "so, I can release you," he smiled, "you just have to sign some papers, then your good," He smiled once more.
I nodded my head and grabbed the clip board and pen from his hand. I quickly signed the papers as he turned to Nathan.
"Make sure you check all of the cuts and bruises before she showers. We will give her an antibiotic and cream for them. She'll have to take the pill two times a day and use the cream after every shower," he s
aid then turned to me, "get lots of rest, don't get out of bed to much so you don't cause more pain to you and our little guy," he pointed to my stomach before walking out of the room.
Nathan looked at me with tears brimming in his eyes. Tears of joy, "you're pregnant?" he smiled.
"Almost two months," I smiled. Nathan pulled me into a gentle hug making sure we didn't hurt me.
"Oh my god," he cried while kissing my temple, "I'm gonna be a dad again," he smiled while wiping his eyes free of tears.
"Yeah baby you are," I said while kissing him.
Nathan was gonna be a dad to his second child and the father of my first child.
I'm gonna be a mother.
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"Baby, I can do this by my self," I said while pushing Nate's hand away from my back.
He sighed and placed his hand back on my back, "I don't care, you don't need to be hurt more then you are."
I sighed in frustration as I stepped off of the last step. Again, I pushed Nate's hand off of me and earned another sigh.
"Okay well we need to talk," Nate said while getting a pan and some meat out for dinner.
I laid my head on my arms that were folder across the island in the kitchen, "about what?"
"My son is coming to live with us and you have no choice," he said harshly before turning the stove on.
As much as I hated the idea of another woman's child living in my house and me taking care of him I just simply nodded my head to save my self from a fight.
"That's fine," I said while limping off to the living room and laying on the living room.
I've been home for two hours and Nate was watching my every move.
When I sat on the couch I saw a coat laying in the corner of the room. I slowly picked my self up off of the couch and grabbed it.
It was a black coat. A women's pea coat and it wasn't mine. There was no bag or price tag with it so I knew that he didn't buy it for me.
My hands were shaking and I found my self crying. Nathan thought I wasn't coming home and he cheated on me.
I took deep breaths because sobbing hurt my ribs. I dropped the coat and wrapped my arms around my self to stop the pain.
But nothing stopped. Nothing was stopping, the pain didn't go away. More and more pain came. physical and mental pain.
I literally felt my heart break into two. Instead of looking for me he was cheating on me. While I was beat, I didn't even run across his mind.
Nathan cheated again.
After all these years I thought Nate had changes but he didn't. How could I be so stupid?
I heard foot steps behind me then a sigh, "Savannah," Nate said.
I turned to face him, not bothering to wipe the fallen tears off my face. His face was soft and pleading.
Pleading for explanation, but he didn't deserve one. He took a step towards me, but I stepped back, "baby."
I shook my head and pushed past him towards the stairs, "I didn't come across your mind one time did I?" I asked.
But before hearing his response I walked up the stair to our room and when I made it there, I closed the door. I locked it and slid down the door.
Nate was pounding on the door, but I ignored him. I hated him so much but dear god, that kid was the love of my life.
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Way to go Nate
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