I think... I'm in love with my mistress

Chapter 12

The way Tomoe makes me feel is..............
Incredible.
He just makes me feel happy and full of life. The way his hand intertwines with mine, the way his body warm radiates through mine. It's truly wonderful.
I love it, I love him........

---Tomoe POV---
I sat in my room, staring out the small window. The window looked out at the beautiful city view, and at this time of day it's quite magnificent. The sun is setting and the city lights are slowly appearing, one by one. As the sky ombré from a light red to a dark blue, I stared in awe. I thought about today, with (Y/n).....
What are my feelings towards her?
I sigh and run my hand through my short hair. My feelings are mixed, I feel confused, but I also feel content and happy. Whenever I'm with her I feel.........strange. It's like my mind goes somewhere else, my heart beats faster ever moment I'm with her. She makes me feel like the other part of me is complete. But on the other hand... Yokai aren't supposed to know what love is, they are only supposed to know destruction and hate. That's what I used to lived for, seeing people in pain and causing havoc throughout the land. But that is all in the past, I no longer behave in such a manner. I'm more composed, civilised.

I watch the sun set on the horizon, the city lights were glowing brightly and were
quite amazing to gaze upon. The stars illuminated the dark sky. It was a fantastic sight to behold, we rarely get clear nights like this. My ears whip behind me, I heard footsteps making there way to my room. Who could that be this late at night? It was (Y/n). She was dressed in her night attire and her hair was flowing behind her. She looked......Beautiful. She approached me and I bluntly gestured for her to sit besides me. She sat down and stared at the city view, I heard her sigh. I glanced over at her, trying to read her facial expression.
What was she thinking right now?
I awkwardly cough and look straight at her. "Is there something I can help you with?" I bluntly ask. Her eyes widen slightly and then she looks away, looking sort of discouraged. Good job! I just made her upset. I huff and shake my head. "Sorry, that came out quite rude. Is something wrong?" I ask, this time with a more kind voice. She shuffles slightly closer. I feel my heart skip a beat. "I......I just wanted to see you." She muttered as she leaned her head on my shoulder. I stiffened. What should I do?????

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I'm gonna end it here cuz I am busy with stuff and can't continue right now