Feel Again (A OneRepublic/ Ryan Tedder Fanfic)

Chapter 12

He wraps my legs around his waist and pushes me up against the wall. "I've been wanting to do this for while." He said between breaths. I let out a soft moan and he smiles.

He takes me and falls onto his bed, his body on mine grazing his teeth against my jawline. I run my fingers through his hair and pull it a little. Oh my god his dirty blonde hair is so soft. He lets out a low grown and starts taking off each others clothes. He lays me back down on the bed and says."Keep your hands over your head." And I do what he says.

He runs his lips from my jawline, down to my neck, pulls down the cups of my bra and takes one of my breasts in his mouth while kneading the other one causing me to groan. "Agh!" This is so wrong but it feels so right. He chuckles. He continues to leave kisses down my belly, "Oh Ryan." I moan at him. And he continues to take off my underwear as he kisses my hips. "Ryan please?" I beg.

He starts kissing my right inner thigh, then my left inner thigh, making me squirm as he firmly digs his fingers in my hips keeping me in place. Then out of nowhere I feel his tongue down then and I yelp. "Agh!" As he starts torturing me. I grab the headboard and arch my back in ecstasy. He continues to suck on my clitoris for what seemed hours.

"Oh Ryan please?" I say begging him. "What do you want baby?" He said continuing his relentless assault on me. "I want... You..." I manage to say barely a whisper.

"What do you want me to do?" He asked.

"Please, make love to me Ryan." I say in frustration moving my hips upwards to meet with his mouth and suddenly he stops completely.

"What? No!" I say in frustration.

"I don't make love. I fuck... Hard." He said staring at me with those smoldering green eyes.

"I take it that you're not using birth control?" and I shook my head. He leans over me opening the nightstand and taking out a foil packet. He rips it open and rolls the condom down his... ahem... erection.

He lifts up my legs placing them on his shoulders positioning himself. "You're mine." He mouths before plunging into me. I yelp. "Agh!" He pulls out me slowly, then slams into me again. Wow this guy is amazing! I don't think I've ever felt this good in my life. He makes me feel so alive.

He continues to thrust into me harder, bringing me close to the brink again. "Oh Ryan, I'm so close." I say panting and he continues his rhythm torturing me. He pins my hands to the mattress with one hand while caressing my body with the other.

"Let go baby." He said through clenched teeth and I respond, calling out his name as he follows suit. "Oh fuck!" He said letting go.

We fall back on the bed, the two of us gasping for air. "Wow Ryan that was amazing." I said catching my breath. I look at him and he looks as if he wasn't satisfied.

"Was I good?" I ask softly.

"You were amazing!" He said propping up on one elbow turning to me.

"Then what's wrong?" I say running my fingers through his now unruly hair.

He sighs. "I've never had just plain, regular sex in my bed before." He said looking at me.

"So I'm the first?" I manage to squeak out.

"Yes." He said softly.

I manage to keep a straight face but in my mind I'm just jumping around with excitement.

He leans in and whispers in my ear, "Don't you think I'm going to let that happen again." He smirks at me.