Feel Again (A OneRepublic/ Ryan Tedder Fanfic)

Chapter 38

Okay a little warning here: THIS CHAPTER IS VERYGRAPHIC SO READER'S DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

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Kim's P.O.V

I'm still a little angry that Ryan kissed me on stage and didn't acknowledge it. I mean they sort of have an idea that he's not single anymore since some of the fans saw us being a little lovey dovey before soundcheck.

"Everything okay babe?" Asked Ryan holding my hand as we're driving.

"Yeah babe I'm fine." I smile sweetly at him.

He gently squeezes my hand and smiles at me.

"I'm sorry." I said softly.

"For what?" He asked.

"For what I said earlier in the green room." I said looking down at my hands.

He stops the car, probably at a red light and takes my chin between his thumb and index finger lifting up my head.

He just stares at me, not saying anything but I feel that familiar static when we first met, making me bite my bottom lip.

He starts to lean in, and out of nowhere the guy behind us starts honking so that we could move. Ryan chuckles and we drive off.

We pull up outside my apartment. "Well, other than that tiny mishap, thank you for tonight." I said starting to unbuckle my seatbelt.

I look at him and I can't help but bite my lip.

"Are you alright?" He said smirking at me. He knows what he's doing to me. That bastard. I stare at him and he just looks irresistible, wearing his jean jacket, blue shirt, black jeans rolled up to his ankle, and brown boots that reach below his ankles.

"Would you like to come in?" I said in the most flirtatious way.

"I would love to, but I gotta meet up with the guys." He said smirking at me. He knows exactly what I'm getting at.

"Come on babe, I'll make it worth your while." I said winking at him as I glide my fingers against his chest. His breath hitches and I know I got him.

"Alright babe." He murmurs as he grazes his lips along my neck.

The two of us get out of the car and walk in front of my door. "Hang on, I've gotta see if my roommate is in there. I quickly open the door and go inside.

"Hello?" I called out. There was no answer. "Jameira, I'm gonna steal your Fruit Gushers." I yell out and I hear Ryan laughing from outside. I roll my eyes at him knowing well he can't see me.

I wait a few minutes. Still no answer. I walk back outside to where Ryan was standing. "There's nobody home, just us." I said smiling at him as he smiles back at me wickedly. I take him by the hand, and walk him inside.

"Nice place you got here. It's really quaint." Said Ryan as he shut the door behind him.

"Would like anything?" I asked sweetly. I don't understand why I'm nervous. It's not like I haven't done this before with him because I have. I mean I guess it's because he's famous and he's inside my house.

"I know what I want." He said as he saunters over to me smirking at me and I bite my lip again. He's trying to tease me. Oh yeah? Well two can play at that game.

"Why don't you show me?" I said as I place my hand in his and walk him into my room and shut the door.

"So show me what you're going to do." I said raising an eyebrow at him.