Feel Again (A OneRepublic/ Ryan Tedder Fanfic)

Chapter 47

Ryan's P.O.V

I carry Copeland up to my bathroom to give him a bath. After the bath I put him into his pajamas and take him into his room. It's just the way he left it the day Genevieve to him away from me.

I sighed, as I placed him down on his bed.

He hugs me hard. "I miss you dad." He said.

Oh man that got me. "I miss you too kiddo." I really do. I went almost a year with out seeing my son and this is just exactly what I needed.

"Hope when you take that jump you don't feel the fall, hope when the water rises, you've built a wall, hope when the crowd screams out, you screaming your name, hope if everybody runs, you choose to stay." I started singing softly as he lays back down.

Hope that you fall in love

And it hurts so bad

The only way you can know

Is give it all you have

And I hope that you don't suffer

But take the pain

Hope when the moment comes

You'll say...

I, I did it all

I, I did it all

I owned every second

That this world could give

I saw so many places

The things that I did

Yeah, with every broken bone

I swear I lived

Hope that you spend your days

But they all add up

And when that sun goes down

Hope you raise your cup

I wish that I could witness

All your joy and all your pain

But until my moment comes

I'll say...

I, I did it all

I, I did it all

I owned every second

That this world could give

I saw so many places

The things that I did

Yeah, with every broken bone

I swear I lived."

And with that Copeland fell asleep.

"That's a very beautiful song for your son." I hear Kimberly say.

I turn around and I see her leaning against the doorway.

"He's my pride and joy. And I just want him to lead a good life so when he looks back, he can say that he lived a good life." I whispered.

I slowly get up from Copeland's bed so I wouldn't wake him up, and walk over to Kimberly. I take her by the hand and walk downstairs into the living room to watch tv, since the two of us weren't tired.

The two of us end up laying on my couch watching South Park. I completely love this show. I notice Kim's not moving. I look over and noticed she's fast asleep. I carry her bridal style up to my bedroom and lay her on my bed. I was about to get into bed as well when I heard my phone ring downstairs. I quickly run downstairs and grab it. A missed phone call from Genevieve. I decide to call her back.