I hope you find someone
who knows how to love
you when you're sad
I should have crashed the car, the night i drove alone
Will I ever be better? No.
Am I pretending to be okay so I don't upset you? Yes.
I love you. I don't want to bring you down and drown you in my sorrows.
I want to terminate my own existence
I want to disinfect everything I've ever touched
Erase every word I've ever written
Swallow each word I've ever spoken I dreamed about being a pretty corpse
But suddenly
Jumping in front of a train sounds so appealing
Because there will be nothing left of me
~Tumblr~
YOU ARE READING
~Fucked up world~
Poëzie"The paper and pen was there for me when no one else was.." Here I'll write my own and others poems about depression. I will be writing on both English and Swedish. I don't want people to hurt them selves, I just want to write everything down. Pleas...
