Kitty's Life for Show!

Im sorry

The story goes my friend came over to spend the night skip some time I get a text from Littlefightleft66 around 11'or 12 pm I don't remember it was around that time. I was going to say hi back but my friend called her boyfriend witch I didn't care because he didn't talk much expect for today. He was being a huge jerk towards me and I don't know why but everything he says to me is rude like there was a time I was on an oovoo call with just my friend but she added her boyfriend the n he added his friend and told him to add is girlfriend and it would be a double date call oh and Kitty oh yea she is fine by herself and the way he said didn't come out a joke he would've said it nicer because I've known him forever forever. So I sent Littlefightleft66 a text say hey I can't talk right now friends boyfriend is being a jerk. I know I didn't explain myself why I couldn't talk witch is my fault on my part. She said so you can't talk to me because someone is being a jerk. No that's not the reason the reason was I wanted my friend to talk to Noah and make him stop or hang up because I heard anymore shit about me saying how I'm so m full of it and think I better then one else I was going to find out where he lived and beat him. So I'm hear to say sorry, I'm sorry it always seams like I'm busy but in honestly we both are always busy it's something that's going to happen as we get older we aren't in third grade anymore and I kinda wish I was and it doesn't really help that Christmas is  soon and all my friends from school think it's a great idea to come to my house witch puts stress on me because I'm still trying to make plans with after Christmas and then sometime ask my dad to take me to an ice rink and then I'm getting my hair dyed today and I'm always worried about money because band stuff isn't going to pay itself but there are other things I want like a nose ring and lip on and I want more piercings for my ears and those creepypasta stuffies they need us. And I guess you can say I'm stressed out I'm depressed my anxiety level has been going up and I don't think my sanity level is any better. So I'm sorry for all of this if I come off rude or worried about nothing or saying I can't talk because of something. It's because I'm stressed and I'm trying my own way to deal with and sometimes it better for me not to do anything expect for read and listen to music that calms me down (screamo and hardcore all the way) and not talk to anyone because if anyone knows how I get when I'm stressed its you Littlefightleft66 I've broken Xbox controllers I've said stuff I didn't mean (a lot of fuck you bitch mother fuck suck a dick you asshole or go fuck your self) I've almost took it out on myself once but I didn't I took it out the wall instead. When I'm stressed it only makes those levels high and knowing someone is mad at me it makes it worse and I had to say sorry on wattpad because your reading my messages and not answering so I'm sorry from what I did in the past and in the present and what I might fuck up in the future.