Kitty's Life for Show!

upset

So like I said before there's this after school event I don't want to join that all my friends are in. And I really hate that it's a thin because I can't see my friend anymore. We see eachother in the mornings on the bus for what 10 minutes? She says she wasn't going today but her mom is making her. Its 2:50 right now and it dosent end till 5. And it really makes me upset cause I can't hang out with her anymore. And you know I cant just text her, she is always busy. I mean I would stay home this weekend to hang out with her but she is busy. We can't hang out today cause after the school event she is going to church and tomorrow she said she was free but I feel as if her mom is going to make her go again. And it dosent help that I might be moving and that means switching buses most likely and then I won't get to see her. She's probably one of the only friends I have in real life and I can't even see her. So yea I'm upset and yea I want to cry but I don't want to make a fool of,myself on the bus. Its not like I'd have anyone to comfort me anyways all my friends are in a club. I guess everyday after school I just do the same thing everyday, rude the bus by myself, walk home by myself, do my homework by myself, write, read, scroll through pintrest, and reapet the last 3 over and over until it's time to sleep. And I only had one thing to do for homework.