Kitty's Life for Show!

Joy week.

This week in class we are helping people out randomly even if they are strangers and I haven't, and I feel bad cause all I have managed to do was get into a fight with Micheal causing him to go to bed early and I feel supper bad because nobody knows what goes on at home expect me and I just I just can't shake that feeling because I said so many things at first it was a just joke and.... Well I want to do something nice for someone. I mean it's one of those things because I play hockey doesn't mean I'm big and bad but instead I would sit next to someone by the,selfs I would stand up to a bully and have. She wasn't mine but she was my friends, she kept asking him out and I knew he didn't like her and just said yes so she'd stop harassing him about it. Then she came to me and asked me to get him to hang out with her, but she said with a threatening tone, I had said one you can't force him to do anything and two I wouldn't hang out with you either if I was harassed into saying yes. If I was in a famous band I would stop singing if someone thought it was ok to start a fight, I would physically get off the stage and stop it myself, just cause I'm small doesn't mean I'm weak, remember I play hockey I'm not s full nerd. And you know I started to think about it I can't do any of these things cause everybody at my school is too weak to ask for help, asking for help makes you stronger that's why I ask the teacher for her to explain it or I'll talk to my friends about my life problems and ask them what I'd do about them or I'll ask my dad. But every time I try to help I get in the way because nobody accepts me because I'm different.