I Order You!

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YOUR POV

As I watched his body lay there on the ground, I felt the sky begin to cry with me. Rain began to pour, Sam's blood washing away into the soil around him. His body becoming one with the Earth.

"(Y/n)...we need to go. Being this far out of the gates, its too dangerous." Levi said hurriedly.

I fell to the ground next to Samuel's dead body, clutching his hand,"Why are you all so calm...why aren't you mourning the loss of a fellow comrade?! He was a good man!" I cried out. 

Levi placed a hand on my shoulder,"(Y/n)...I'm sad just like you, but we need to go."

Just then, the ground started shaking and loud thuds could be heard in the near distance,"Back to the gates!" They all yelled. I looked over to see several titans running in our direction, all of them, coming for us who aren't prepared to fight.

"(Y/n)! We're leaving now!" Levi yelled pulling me up to my feet. Just as we began to run, another yell echoed out through out the trees.

"Abnormal!!"

Just then, I was thrown to the ground, Levi's hand slipping from mine and our bodies sliding across the water covered grass. I sat up, my eyes meeting the ones of the titan,"A-ahhhhh!!" I screamed, getting to my feet and running away.

I felt a great force hit me and I was thrown to the side of a tree, my back against the bark as the titan crawled closer. I cried softly, looking down to my side, a large branch protruding through my abdomen.

Just as the titan was about to leap at me, there was a flash of light as the titan's body fell limply onto the ground. I watched as my hero landed in front of me, his eyes wide in horror. It was Levi. He runs towards me, reaching for the branch,"Leave it...please.."I cried out softly.

His eyes meet mine as he lays me on my side, so the branch wouldn't hurt as bad. I hold his hand, tears slowly falling as I watch the others cover our backs from the titans.

"We need to get you to one of the carts...I'm not leaving you here (y/n)! You can make it!" He cried. I smiled, pulling his hand up to my lips, kissing it softly.

"We were really meant to be...weren't we?" I say softly. Levi wore a face of confusion, his tears slowly falling,"Seeing the mighty prince cry...not something you see everyday.." I whisper,"Even when I thought you were dead...I couldn't allow myself to love another man...only you Levi.."

Levi held onto my shoulders tightly,"(Y/N)!! You can't die! I won't let you!" I watch as Levi turns to the others for help, screaming at the top of his lungs,"Oluo! Mike!! Erwin!! Somebody!! Fucking help her!! Do something god dammit!!"

 "Levi...there's no changing what is done...I'm sorry.." I say softly, holding his hand.

"(Y/n)! You can't die! I order you not to die!!" Levi yells holding my hand tightly. 

I smile up at him weakly,"I-I love you..Levi.."

 "(Y/n)! No! You're going to make it! You have to!" He cried.

"Hush..the titans will hear you.." I whisper, moving my hand behind his neck. I lean up, cringing from the pain,"L-levi.." I gasp softly.

He wraps his arms around me securely, tears falling as he leans in with me, our lips touching softly. I cry as I cling to him for dear life,"I-I love you..." He whispers.

"Captain! We can't stay any longer! Leave her!!!" Someone yelled from the back.

"I can't leave her! Are you insane!" Levi yelled back.

Two men walk up behind Levi and grab him under his arms,"Let me go dammit! I'll kill you! So help me god! Erwin!? Tell them!" Levi screamed, thrashing his legs to break free. 

I just sat and watched, tears slowly falling. I look down to my stomach, seeing the large branch,"I'm so sorry Levi.." I whisper.

I see our eyes meet for one last second before they pull him away, leaving me behind. Titans, roaming around me. I could hear them, their loud footsteps coming closer.

"Is this...the end of me.." I whisper softly. The rain mixing with the tears that fell from my eyes. I look over to my side to see Samuel...his mangled corpse laying there. His eyes staring back at me, remorse filling his expression.

I felt my throat go sore, tightening up until I couldn't breathe,"Ahhhh!!!" I scream, moving my hands to my stomach in pain and sadness,"I killed you! I killed you Samuel! Forgive me please!" I cry, the sound of the titan's footsteps growing louder.

 "I'm such an idiot...I can't give up..not like this..." 

Looking over to where one of the fallen soldiers swords lay, I reach out for it. As my fingers graze the handle, I feel my stomach slowly begin to tear from the branch, my skin burning as splinters carved up my insides,"Ah! Ahh!!" I scream in agony. 

 As I brought the sword to my side, I use it to get to my feet, lifting it up and slicing through the branch that has impaled me. Pulling it out from the back wasn't working, so I slowly pushed my back against the tree, making it slide through and out the front,"Ahh!!" I cry out in pain.

 My stomach felt sore, it burned with every movement I made, but I can't give up. Holding the sword tightly, I waited, waited for the return of the beasts that did this to me.

"Come on you fuckers...come on already!!" I yell, my legs beginning to shake from the loss of blood.

Just then, a titan comes out from the forest, looking at me like I was his appetizer. As it gets closer, I scowl, getting ready to fight.

"I'm not going to let you win! You hear me! I will defeat you! For all you have done! For every single person you've slaughtered! You will meet your end!" I cry, running towards it. As the titan lunges at me, I slide out of it's way, hopping onto it's back and slicing through it's neck. It's body collapsing onto the wet ground.

 "I will not let you win.." My voice barely whispers.

The footsteps have ceased, and any sign of the titans...gone. With no where left to go, I make my way back to HQ. My sword that I stole from the fallen impaled into the titan, my tears now scattered along the ground with the blood of my enemies and comrades. Samuel, lay there. Gone from this world, moved on to another, and now he is not here to see me back home safely.

  "Idiot..." I whisper softly, my hand finding my face as I cry. My eyes not leaving his motionless body,"Why did you plan such an impossible escape...why.."

As the wind blows, the smell of blood and death drifts with it,"This was supposed to be a beautiful day...there's so many beautiful colors, but all of them...are as wretched as this cruel world." 

 With that, I made my way back home, to the man I love. My foot steps slow and steady. My senses heightened and my wounds...agonizingly painful.

"Levi my love...please await my return..please."

-AUTHOR'S NOTE-  

Sorry for the long wait guys, I know you've been wanting an update for such a long time, I just haven't had much inspiration for this chapter. I'm also sorry for it being short, please forgive me on the quality of my writing in this one. I hope you still like it none the less. Please let me know what you think in the comment and hit that vote button, you know you want to. Thanks again guys, for all the support, it means a lot. 

Me and my boyfriend, Trent, just hit 2 months this past weekend, and he's just the most amazing guy ever. I've also been notified that I'm being published into a book! Isn't that amazing! I'm only 15 and I've gotten so far in my writing. It's all thanks to you guys. Honestly it is. You all kept me writing, helped me see my mistakes, and most of all, encouraged me to do more. I couldn't have done it with out you guys. I love you all so much!!!



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