I Think I Lost My Halo ⇒ Joshler

I Got A Really Crazy Mind To Clean

Ever sense Tyler Joseph was a young boy he had seen some type of ghostly vision. At first he would talk to and about him as if everyone could see him. Sometimes Tyler would even blame punishable acts on the vision. It did not take long to realize this 'friend' was someone only he could see. He stopped talking to him in public, and stopped bring him up all together.

Tyler thought if he just ignored him the thoughts would go away, but he was far from right. This just made him more aggressive and angrier. Sometimes Tyler would loose all control of himself and wake up surrounded by regrets. He had to switch schools quite a bit thanks to his 'friend'. Tyler was okay with this because he didn't get along with people very well anyway. This wasn't his choice, he always loved the thought of having a bunch of friends and going out with them. Word got out quick after his third time switching school due to a fighting ending with him on top of a boy threatening to break both his arms. People were scared of him and he couldn't go anywhere where his name hadn't reached yet.

He never remembered naming the vision he saw, it had always had a name from the start. Tyler always thought if he could name him, he would have chosen a much better name. Whenever he tried though, nothing seemed to fit better than "Blurryface".

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Today was gonna be Tyler's first day of his new school and he wasn't nervous much. He lived this same day over and over again for what feels like a thousand times. People will scoot out of his way, stare, whisper, and try not to make eye contact.

Tyler looked in the mirror with a sigh, wishing he could just die. "Not like anyone would care. I mean honestly, the people at this new school will be happy they don't have to share the hallways with a kid who nearly killed someone. Your siblings won't have to move around because of you anymore. You don't have any friends, so really no one will mis-," Blurry was cut off by Tyler telling him to shut up. "You're no fun anymore, Ty! Thats all you tell me these days 'Shut up Blurry I don't wanna kill myself. Shut up Blurry I don't wanna beat up that old begger,'" Blurryface mocked with a fake pout. "I told you not to call me that," Tyler said while getting annoyed.

"And if you really wanted me to do all those things why don't you make me. You had no trouble making me your puppet all those other times," he stupidly added on. "Oh why, we both know the answer to that Ty!" he smirked, "I want to see that true look of hopelessness in your eyes right before you end it all." Tyler looked at the personification of all his doubts and insecurities with a stance that said he was ready to throw a punch. Blurryface responded with a friendly smile, "That's the spirit, champ! If you keep up that look we'll have no problem owning the school. Not like we were gonna have a problem in the first place, you have yourself quite the name." "Thanks to you!" Tyler nearly yelled while getting closer to Blurry, "It's because of you I have no hope.." he got quiet at the last part.

Blurry was about to reply when he got interrupted by Tyler's mom opening the door and quickly saying, "Better get to school." The bus ride there was filled with Blurry whispering to Tyler about how much fun it will be once they get into their first fight. Tyler didn't reply because 1. he had earphones in so he couldn't really hear Blurry 2. he was just simply ignoring Blurry. Sense he is just a part of Tyler's mind, he can never full block Blurry out but he had taught himself to ignore whatever he was saying. 'What a surprise no one sat by me...wait no it's not a surprise at all,' Tyler thought as they reached their last stop before going to school. A boy with light blue hair walked onto the bus, he looked like he was really having a tuff time finding a seat. It was clear he wasn't looking for a friend, just a spot. Tyler watched as the boy's eyes lit up once he spotted the seat empty by Tyler.