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Dear You, From, Me [COMPLETED & EDITING]

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In life, we all have our own roller coaster. It goes up and down and swirls around. We have the greatest moments to never forget and we have our worst memories we try to erase. I wish my life was better than what it became, but the world, isn't a wi...

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August 9, 2015

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by musicalnerd98

by musicalnerd98

                                    
                                              Dear You,
Last night, I broke down in front of my best friend.
                          We were talking about mom and than her boyfriend at the time and I just cried and I have no idea what triggered it.
                          All I know is, I told her everything on how I felt. I told her I feel broken. I don't like how her boyfriend is an asshole to me for no reason, how I used to cry in the bathroom stall just so I don't make a big scene in class. I told her I hate how my life has become and I hate who I am. I told her everything.
After I did, she just had a concerned, yet sad look in her face. 
                          She felt bad, and that's not what I wanted from her. She then hugged me and comforted me while I was crying so hard. Never in my life have I opened up like that to anyone and cried about it.
                          She talked me through it and told me it was going to be okay. I didn't believe it, but I continued to let her speak. 
                          Even though I wish I never said anything, I'm a little happy that I let some of the things out that's bothering me for her to hear, because it probably would've eaten me alive and I would've let it.
                          From, Me