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Chapter 11 // Tyler

Why can't I feel anything?

Am I dead? But if I'm dead, why can I hear my heart?

I try to shake my head, or at least move my arms, but I can't feel them. I can't feel anything. I'm trapped inside this dark void also called my mind.

The only thing I can do is listen to the sounds around me. I've heard some familiar voices but I still don't understand why I can only recognize some of them.

I've heard Jenna's voice.

I've heard my siblings' voices.

I've heard my parents' voices.

They all sounded scared, sad, desperate and even angry. They talk to me, but I can't talk to them. I want to ask them what's happening, but my throat is as useless as my arms and legs.

I recognize everyone's voice, but I can't recognize one specific voice...

But suddenly my thoughts are interrupted by the beats of my heart, and they are getting louder and faster. My chest starts to ache and I find it difficult to breathe. I don't know what's happening, but it feels like I'm finally dying.

I can't open my eyes, but I can feel a bright light above me, and unconsciously I start moving towards it. The light gets brighter every time, and I can't stop moving.

But I don't really want to stop.

And that's when my chest aches again and I stop. It feels like someone just threw a whole thunderstorm over me, and it keeps me away from the bright yet comfortable light above me.

Next to me I hear voices, but I can't define who's talking.

"We are losing him!"

"We need more power!"

"Keep him alive!"

I don't know what's happening and I don't want to keep listening. But then the same thing that hit me in the chest before hits me again and this time I try to scream. It hits me at least three times in a row and sends me again to that dark void. That bright light dissapears and my heartbeat is normal again.

I don't know how much time passes but I can hear voices again. Some of them are familiar and others are just strangers. Everyone seems worried and I can't help but feel sad for everyone (even though they seem to be talking about me).

I don't want to feel like this. I want everything to be normal again. I wish I could get out of my mind and understand all this mess.

I'm so scared. But I don't know what to do.

But I hear a voice. It's far away from me, but it sounds familiar.

"Tyler, please, wake up. I don't want to lose you!"

That's it. That's the specific voice I didn't recognize. I try to say something, but my voice won't come out, and I feel frustrated.

"Please, stay with me!"

And now I can recognize that voice and it hits me hard.

Josh.

(A/N)

Gee, sorry if this is too messy

I've been updating this story at midnight and my mind is a total mess so yeah sorry if this story is going downhill :))))))

(Edited 06/17/16)