Don't Leave Me Alone | TØP

Chapter 13 // Tyler

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I'll skip some time so this story doesn't become boring lmao. Also sorry for not updating in two months :^)) I really deserve a punch in the face right now haha

"Stay alive."

I'm pretty sure I've heard that phrase somewhere but I can't remember where.

"Stay alive for me."

That one too. Still I don't remember where did I heard this.

"You will die, but now your life, is free..."

I shake my head (or at least that's what I think I do), it sounds like a song, and it sounds too familiar. Maybe I've heard it before but I can't remember when or where.

It feels like I've been an eternity here now. I've heard everyone's voice now, but I'm starting to forget some of them. I still can hear Jenna but sometimes I can't recognize her voice most of the time. Her voice just drifts away when she talks to me and I don't know why. I also hear my friends and family's voices, but they aren't as clear as they used to be.

I've also heard Josh's voice, but I don't feel happy when I hear him talking. I don't feel anything when I hear him talking, and I don't know why.

I don't know what's happening. I've recognized every voice and they all say the same thing over and over, but now I find it difficult to understand what they're saying.

Is this supposed to happen? No, wait, none of this is supposed to happen. Nothing is right. Absolutely nothing.

How did I end up like this in first place? What happened? Why am I here? And why is everyone always telling me to stay with them? And most important, why can't I remember what happened?

I'm desperate. I can't do this anymore. I want to let go. I want to leave my mind. I want to be me again.

But, who exactly is "me"?