confessions of a total loser

irrelevant announcement about 5sos

hey hey hey this is a pretty sad thing to write but whatever im still doing it anyway (it's really just me talking about them so if that's boring, it's ok to skip the whole chapter) soz if it doesn't make sense

about a year ago i started liking them and i was like "hey i could get used to this, this is pretty nice" and i started getting into them ya feel

but as time goes on you start realizing stuff like how problematic they are and sometimes what their doing is so wrong that you can't find yourself to defend them anymore (they're not even telling you to defend them, it's just a gut feeling) and sometimes you even get into fights just because you try to defend whatever they're doing

i just realized that it's not really what i see myself doing in the future (like constantly screaming on how much i like them) the whole thing is just really blurry for me and i don't see 2016 being a year full of 5sos, 5sos, and only 5sos

i know im also into other stuff like phan, troye sivan, and tøp but like, 5sos just seemed to overtake everything and it just felt like i was missing out on the good stuff when i waste my time on staying up late trying to keep up with their announcements when in reality, the good stuff is right in front of me (like troye's new album, phanfics, and every single tøp album there is) and i just keep waiting for something good to happen with 5sos but all that comes out is drama, problems, and more drama

so yeah that was what i was thinking

im probably just gonna be in the fam for the music (and michael and a lil bit of calum), idk i like their music

...and maybe for fanfiction (i'll still write about au 5sos, just not irl 5sos)

yep that sounds cool i hope you guys understand and it's ok if you don't like me anymore, i get ya

and who knows? maybe i'll change my mind soon, i dunno

i'll go ahead and change my username back to migranes cause yeah i like it better than my current one even though it's misspelled

:)

sorry for bothering ya

im not even sure if im publishing this but bye ! (wow this chapter is really matches the title of this book)