APOLOGY || Kjh

Chapter 14

Chapter 14

(I kinda suggest you guys to listen Airplane by iKON while reading this chapter. And must listen to it repeatly.)

I'm in love with Kim Jinhwan, my best friend? You must be kidding me!

"It's not funny Junhoe..." I rolled my eyes when I tell him then look away.

"I'm not joking, you know that very well Hae ah. You're just lying to yourself when you're hiding it." Junhoe patted my shoulder and stood up."I'll let you have some time alone to think about it. Do you really want to help him, do you want to send him away from you."

He left, I didn't bother to say goodbye because of the thoughts.

Am I lying to myself? Am I really falling for Jinhwan? But it's kinda impossible right? He's my best friend, I grew up with him since I'm three, I shouldn't have feelings for him. It'll be like having a crush on my own brother.
I groaned and ruffle my hair."What have you done to me Kim Jinhwan?!" I shouted and look to the sky.

There's a great distance from the camp so I'm sure they won't hear me. 

I moved my legs up to the bench so I could pull them closer to me.

I hugged my legs and eyes still glued to the sky.

"I know I'm handsome right? But don't you dare fall for me Hae. You're no match to me." He said as crossed his arm.

I look at him and rolled my eyes."I rather fall in love with the wall. I won't ever fall for you Kim Jinhwan, mark my words."

My mind become more messed up. I did not fall for him! I will not fall for him! I can't fall for him...mark my word...I made a promise.

"Hwan ah... I don't have feelings for you right? Those worries I have for you...it's just friend worrying about friend right? It's impossible for me to have feeling for you right? And...beside...even if I have...you won't right? Good...stay it that way...do not let me fall for you...I don't want to be like you...end up hurting myself..." Tears start falling down my eyes without knowing but I still have a smile on my face, laughing at myself.

Loving Jinhwan will only hurt myself, so why bother? Sending him away from you will be the perfect way to stop myself.

I'm gonna help you Jinhwan, I'm gonna help you, you will get Hyelin.

Then I'll be finally sure with all these feelings.

"Hwan ah..." I called out, he cried silently. Seeing him like this hurt me.

I sit beside him and patted his back." You can cry as much as you want Jinhwan. You don't have to hide the pain in front of me..."

He cried even harder when he heard my words. He buried his face in the crook of my neck as I hugged him. He cried his heart out and hugged me even tight.

"I thought I don't love her...But why does my heart hurts when I saw her cheating on me...?" He sobbed out, I rubbed his back and my heart hurts even more when I see him like this.

That's when I'm sure I should protect Jinhwan, to stop him from getting hurt. To stop me form getting hurt...

I went to find the girl next day.

I walk down the corridors furiously with my pace getting quicker every second. Then I saw that girl flirting with a boy beside her lockers. Which I assume that's her new boy.

Without any warning I walk to her and spun her around to look at me.

"Haejung? What are-" She's been cut of by my hand. I slapped her as hard as I could.

"This should teach you. I can't stop you from playing with the boys. But at least I can do this, and it's for playing with my best friend heart. So listen up you Bitxh, you mess with him you mess with me." I hissed to her and walk away. She look shocked while holding her cheeks.

And before I disappear in the crowds, I turned around and smirked."By the way, you're not even pretty to be honest. You just like to boss around and threaten the student to vote you as the school most pretty girl. Well tell you what! This is the truth!" I shouted and turn my head to the students.

"SO WHO AGREE WITH ME?!" I shouted again and the crowds cheered.

"Now that they finally found someone that can help them. That dare to fight you. You're nothing now." I smirked and left while the crowds is still cheering.

I laughed silently when I recall everything that happens that day. I shook my head slightly while laughing and look down at my laps.

"You can make me do a lot of stupid things, Kim Jinhwan...what can I say...because...

I can't deny that I do have feelings for you."

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A short update before going to school! I love you guys! Remember to listen to Airplane while you read this! Or else you won't get the feel. And actually it's not suppose to be this fast, I mean I never thought that Hae will realise her feelings this fast. It's because I have to finish this book ASAP that's why. But trust me, there's still a lot to go! I think I still need forty chap to finish this book. And for your information, this book ending will be a huge twist.(I'm a spoiler, ikr XD) Anyway thank you for the 3K reads! In only five days! I received another 1K! Thank you so much! I love you guys and always will. Do vote, comment and follow. I have to catch up the bus so bye!

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