APOLOGY || Kjh

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

I get down the car, safely.

"I can't believe we're still alive!" Hanbin shouted as soon as his feet touched the ground.

He fake cried and I can't help but to laugh at his reaction.

Because Jinhwan mood is, well you know. More than happy. So he volunteers to cook.

Of course I said yes. But Junhoe said he wanted to help him.

"Nope, I'm not letting you. We're going to chat."

That's my answer and I pulled him with me. The reason why I want Junhoe with me is because I want to have a little chat with him. And my mood now is not that good.

I pulled him to down the tree. The tree that we shared our conversation just now.

I sat down on the ground and Junhoe does the same beside me.

"Junhoe..." I called out as I rested my chin on top of my knee. I'm not looking at him, but enjoying the view.

"Yes Hae?" Junhoe asked while looking at me.

"Do you ever date someone before?" He seems to be shock at my sudden question.

"What do you mean?" I know he understand what am I asking. He just can't believe his ears.

I turn my gaze to him and rested my head on my palm."I mean do you ever had a girl friend?"

A warm smile appear on his face as soon as he heard that. He look at the ground, and because it's already dark so I can't see his face clearly.

"Of course I have..." He said while rubbing the back of his neck.

"Well how is she then?" Maybe because I'm those people that get effected by other people easily, I smiled when I saw his smile.

He sit back straight and look at me. The smile went wider. He seems like he's getting exited to share the story.

"She's a beautiful girl and she's smart. Her name is Minju and she's a really sweet girl. We dated for about two years. We will always went on some dates and visits each other house. My parents really like her though, they said they got a feeling that this girl is perfect for me. She like helping my mom with cooking. The two of them always laugh in the kitchen..." He talk about how good this girl she is and how cute is their story. My expression never change when I'm listening to him. His also, there's always this warm smile.

My expression change when something came up my mind. The reason why I started this question.

"Are you guys still together?" I asked and his expression immediately change."I guess no...I'm sorry..."

"No it's ok." The reason why I start this 'girl friend' topic is not because I want to know he's single or not. It's because I want to know does he have the same case like Jinhwan? And I want to know how he felt.

"If you don't mind...can you tell me how you guys break up?" He sighed and pulled out a weak smile.

"A month before I came to here. When my mom said she's sending me to here because of some problem, I went sad and angry. I kept on shouting at my mom and said I don't want to come here. And the only reason is because of Minju. My heart hurts when my mom said she won't change her mind. So I went to Minju house. But end up she had something to tell me too. And being the gentlemen, I let her say first. And she told her parents doesn't want us together. She's rich, and my family wasn't, we're just one of those normal family. Then I know it was her parents that want my parents to send me here. I asked her "We can convince your parents! I can make them accept me." and that's what really broke me. Her answer is my nightmare. She said she don't want to ruin her relationship with her parents and she said I'm not worth it... She let me listen to my parents... She said if it's not me leaving to seoul, then it's she. She said she don't want to, so she want me to come." He almost tear up when he said that. I leaned forward and patted his back. I never knew that this was the reason why he came here.

He forced a smile and look at me." But Hae ah... I'm not mad at her..."

I raised my brow when I heard that. How can he be not mad. If I was him I'll kill that girl for sure.

He smile wider and ruffles my hair." Because at least I have a happy memories with her, beside! maybe I'm not that perfect so she don't love me anymore? Maybe I have my own problems too? So why should I be angry or mad? She's just letting me know all this in another way."

I am surprise, how can someone think so positively?

"Never live in the past, move on." He said and stood up. He look down at me and reached his hand for me."Come on, I think the food is ready."

I break into smile and reached my hand for his.

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Hello everyone! How's your 2016 first day? Anyway a chapter for you guys. I love you guys! The school is starting in two days now.≥﹏≤ So that means I won't be updating so often. But I'll still update for sure. Happy new year everyone! Vote,comment and follow! Thank you for the 200 votes. Will work harder for sure.

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