APOLOGY || Kjh

Chapter 28

(Listen to sad songs while reading this.)
Chapter 28

I'm sorry... Junhoe I'm sorry...I really am...

After walking out of his house, my tears never stop falling. I admit I do regret leaving him. But somewhere inside tell me I need to go for Jinhwan.

I bite my lower lips trying to stop myself from crying. I rubbed away all my tears but it just kept on coming out again.

Why am I feeling like this? So confused with my own feelings.

"Junhoe ah..." I called out while walking, hugging myself. I left my scarf at there.

I feel like a fool, a love fool.

"Mianhaeyo...cheongmalru..."(I'm sorry...I really am...)

I found myself already in front of Jinhwan house. I quickly rubbed away all my tears and knock the door.

After awhile, the door opened, but not Jinhwan.

"Hae? Why are you here?" Mr Kim asked while looking at me with a raising brow.

"I'm looking for Jinhwan." I said, forced a smile.

"But Hae, he's not here, he said he went to find you an hour ago." My heart dropped when I heard that.

"Thank you Mr Kim, I'll go find him now." After saying that I ran away from Jinhwan house.

I don't know where is he, I tried calling him but he just won't pick up the phone.

So my only way is to follow my instance. I know him well enough, I trust myself. I'll find him.

I went to a few place that I think he'll be there. But no, no sign of him.

"Where the hell are you Hwan ah...?" I said, almost crying, the tears welling up in my eyes.

Then something went in my mind, my last chance.

Flashback...

"Do you know where do I like to go? Like I'll go there every time when I'm sad." Jinhwan asked while playing with my hair.

We're currently sitting under the tree and enjoying the view. My head is on his laps and he's playing with my hair.

"Where? You find me every time when you're sad." I chuckled and turn my head to face him. His small smile are just adorable.

"Yeah, but when the problem is about you I can't go to you." He said while caressing my cheeks softly.

"Ouh... does that mean I always make you sad?" I pouted.

"I hate to say this, but yes. You upset me a lot and many times." The smile is still on his face, and it make me feel guiltier." And I'll always go to this place. It have that magic power to fix me, make me stop angry or upset. So that I can still talk to you the other day."

We looked deeply into each other eyes. His hand let go of my hair and searched for my hand. Once he got it he held it.

"Because we're best friend." A smile formed on my face when I heard that.

"Wanna know where is that place?" I nodded my head to his question.

"Come I'll bring you there." He helped me stand up, we're still holding hands.

After a not_so_long walk, we finally at the place that Jinhwan are talking about.

We're kinda in the forest, there's some chair and stuff at the middle.

Jinhwan light up the fire woods and bring me to sit beside it.

"It'll be pretty if we stay here for sunrise." He said while searching a blanket for me.

He passed it to me and I thanked him. "Why do you decided to tell me this place?"

"Because we're best friend." I was waiting for his next word, but no nothing came out.

"Just that?" I asked and he looked at me while smiling.

"It's enough reason."

We talked a lot, and because we decided to stay until morning so we have to sleep here today.

And well...I kinda fall asleep on Jinhwan chest. He didn't mind though.

"Hae, wake up, the sun is rising." Jinhwan said and slightly tapping my cheeks.

I groaned lazily and force myself to open my eyes. And there the view is wow... The sky is purple and red which is pretty.

"Pretty right? But I don't like to watch it though..." I raised my brow when I heard that. I turn my head to him, I'm laying on his laps now.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because if I come here mean that I'm upset or angry with you. And I don't like that to happen. I rather choose you over the amazing view." I smiled when I heard that. I crawled up and leaned in to kiss Jinhwan cheek.

"Thank you Hwan ah."

End of flash back...

I realise I'm already at here the forest. Just a few step left... Please Jinhwan...please be there...

My footstep stopped when I saw the fire woods is lighten up, and a figure beside it.

"Hwan ah...?" My voice cracked maybe because I cried too much.

The figure turned around, it's him Kim Jinhwan.

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I'll cut it here! I don't want to ruin the fun hehehe. You can see that I'm rushing at this chapter it's because I write it last minute. My cheer leading stuff ended weeeee! So yeah maybe just maybe I can update during weekdays. I love you guys so much! My wattpad account finally reached 100 followers. It's only a little but it means a lot to me. Thank you guys do keep following me. Vote, comment and share!

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