APOLOGY || Kjh

Chapter 27

Chapter 27

"There take these I'll go open the door."  Junhoe said and passed me all my stuff that he's helping me to carry just now.

He went to the front door and inserted the pin. Unlike me and Jinhwan he lives in apartment.

We went in and took of our shoes throwing all of the stuff on the couch. I lay down on the couch and sighed, because I'm tired. Junhoe chuckled and went to the kitchen.

I heard the refrigerator open and seconds later Junhoe passed me a bottle of coke. I smiled and mouthed thanks, to lazy to talk.

"I'll cook now." He said and I immediately sat up. I shouldn't just lay at here.

"I'll help!" I smiled and walk to the kitchen. I take off my coat and throw it to the couch as well.

I look at the ingredient that we bought just now.

"Today menu is Kimchi stew! And also Udon."     (A weird combo but meh XD) He walks to the fridge and take out a container.

He put it on the counter and open the lid. Kimchi.

"My mom made it and I bring it here." He said and smiled. I guess he miss his mom huh? Just by looking at that face I can see it.

I helped him at some stuff and we talk about random things. But then my phone rang.

After washing my hand I make my way to the couch. My phone is in my coat that's why.

Jinhwan calling

I raised my brow when I saw his name. Strange, why would he call?

I answered it and place it by my ears.

"Hello?"

"Hae...can we meet? now?" He sound so depressed and sad, what the hell happened?

"What? Jinhwan I'm having dinner at Junhoe house. What so urgent?"

I heard he laughed, bitterly.

"Just how much he replaced me? Until you can leave me alone just because of a stupid dinner?"

I froze, he sound so scary and so not him...

"Look I'm sorry Jinhwan, what is it?"

"You know what? Just forget about it Yoon Haejung. I don't need you to come anymore, stay with you Junhoe."

I was about to say something but his last word cut me off.

"Stop making me fall for you."

And the line went dead.

I nearly drop my phone when I heard that. What the hell did he just said? Stop making me fall for you?

I sat on the couch and buried my face into my palms.

I feel like I wanna cry, I feel like I wanna shout. Why now? Why when I decided to let go of him?

"Hae what's wrong?" Junhoe asked and went closer to me. He placed his hand on my shoulder.

I immediately pulled him and hugged him.

"Hoe...What should I do...? I don't think I should let go of him..." I sobbed out, guess I'm already crying like crazy.

He hugged back and patted my back." What exactly happened?"

I tried my best to make myself talk clearly, but I just kept on choking by my own tears.

"He..he said...he..want..me to stop...making him...fall for me..." I choked out, the patting on my back stopped and I can feel he froze.
"He's falling for me Junhoe ah... and he want me to meet him..."

And there I can feel Junhoe fist clenched." Don't go"

I'm shock at how cold his voice are.

I pulled out from the hug at look at him."Why?"

"Because I don't want to Hae. Don't leave me because of him." He said and I slowly stand up. He's so cold and not him.

"I need to Junhoe ah... it's my only chance..." I said and grabbed my coat and bag. I turn around ready to leave but he grabbed my wrist.

"Yoon Haejung, why are you doing this to me? He loved someone else, when you needed me I'm here... when you wanted my help gave you all my time. But why? why are you doing this to me. First yesterday kiss and now? You leaving me because of that useless freak!? I heard and saw everything yesterday Haejung! If you really think I'm important you'll tell me what happened! He said he's falling for you and you go to him. What about me? I'm here protecting you and helping you....loving you....and you're giving me this?" My eyes widen when I heard the sudden confession. He love me?

Yoon Haejung...you have two option now, Jinhwan or Junhoe? The one that you love, or the one that love you?

And my answer come out after a few minutes ...

"I can't Junhoe... I can't let go of Jinhwan... I'm sorry and thank you for everything..." I said and removing his hand that is on my wrist. I have tears in my eyes and so does he.

I walked to the door and stopped when I heard his words.

"Now I regret helping you making sure your feelings for Jinhwan. I regret loving you. But it can't change anything, because I still love you, with all my heart."

I bite my bottom lips when  heard that, letting my tears fall down.

I'm so sorry...I really am... it's just that I can't give you the same feeling you have for me...

Sorry Junhoe

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The End.

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