APOLOGY || Kjh

Chapter 30

"Are you gonna stay here tonight?" Jinhwan asked while playing with my fingers.

"Sure." Tomorrow is Sunday, so why not? I rested my head on Jinhwan chest and listen to his heart beat.

"Hae ah... I love you." He said and kissed my cheek. I sit up straight and look straight into his eyes.

I smiled cheekily and ruffled his hair, "I love you too Hwan ah~"

I hugged him but he pulled out almost immediately. I frowned, what's wrong?

Just when my mind are thinking about something bad. I felt a soft lips on mine.

I look at him while his lips are still on mine. His eyes are closed, I smiled between the kiss and closed mine too.

I responded to his kiss. He hold the back of my neck and deepened the kiss. He pushed me down the ground and the kiss become more passionate. Just when this are starting to get heated, I felt waters dripping on my face. I quickly open my eyes and realise it's raining. I thought it ended just now?

I quickly stopped Jinhwan and sit up, " It's raining."

He look up at the sky and blinked few times." Oh, uhm get in the camp."

He quickly pointed at the small camp that is beside the trees.

Jinhwan quickly stand up and pulled my hand. We quickly run to the camp and hide inside it.

I don't know why, but we start laughing as soon as we sat down.

He ruffled my wet hair with a clean towel that he found it inside here.

Our laugh turn into small and soft smiles. We're just like this, kept on staring at each others while he's helping me dry my hair.

"It feel so unreal Hwan ah..." I said, locking my eyes with Jinhwan's. He removed the towel from me and look at me strangely.

"What do you mean?" He asked. I looked outside the camp and rested my chin on my knee.

"Yesterday you were still someone that I want to forget. Someone that I can only call a best friend. And suddenly today you are someone that I don't want to lose. And I can suddenly call you mine now... It felt so unreal..." While telling all of this, I'm still having that warm and small smile on my face.

He crawled towards me and rested his head on my shoulder. " When I met Hyelin, I thought that my world will be enough without you guys, I only need her. But everyday I will found myself kept on staring at you. And whenever you look at me, I'll look away immediately. My topics with Hyelin always end up related to you. I then realise the reason why I love Hyelin is... I saw you in her. Maybe because I can't have my best friend as my girl friend. So I choose someone that are similar to you. But I know I can't do that, it's not fair to her. She love me so much and her am I loving her because I saw someone else in her. She can't waste her whole life with someone that doesn't love her true hearted. Yes I am sorry for leaving her, but if I continue staying with her, I'll hurt her more. I'm scared too, I'm scared that you will choose Junhoe instead of me. Beside, Junhoe is a good guy. But I just can't stand you ignore me because of someone else. That's how much I love you... I love you so much Hae ah... Thank you for loving me too... and sorry for didn't find out my feelings for you earlier. Forgive me?" I'm shocked... I can feel that tears are welling up in my eyes. Jinhwan finally sit up, when I see his face, the tears fall.

He smiled warmly and wipe away my tears." Don't cry..."

I smiled and hugged him tightly. "I forgive you, I forgive you Hwan ah.... I love you too, I love you so much... I promise you I won't leave you..."

That last for awhile, but Jinhwan said we should go to sleep it's really late now.

"There, is it cold? I'll give you my blanket too if you're still cold." I shook my head and patted the space beside me.

He laid down and I pulled the blanket over him.

"Goodnight Hae, sleep well, I love you." It's cute when he said that, especially when half of his fa e is covered with blanket.

"I love you too Hwan, sleep well." I smiled and laid back down.

I close my eyes ready to go to sleep. But the I felt Jinhwan kissed on my forehead. " I know we said too much I love you in a day but still, I love you Yoon Haejung."

I can felt that he laid back down. I immediately smiled, my back facing him so he can't see me.

I mouthed a 'I love you too Kim Jinhwan'

I shut my eyes, trying to relax myself and go to sleep. But my mind just won't stop worrying about Junhoe. No calls and message from him. What happened? Is he okay?

Actually I never thought that Junhoe will like me too. And to be honest, really honest. Junhoe is a good guy too, I'm sorry for hurting him... What a bad person I am...

Junhoe ah...please be alright...please don't do something stupid just because of me...I'm not worth it...

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Yeogigaji~(until here) So I decided to update today, one hour till tmr. My exam haven't finished yet. I had my english exam today, it's so easy! I hope I can get A! Maths (my hell hole) it's killing me! Anyway I'm having history and geography and also KH( I don't know how to say in english, in malay it's Kemahiran Hidup.) And tomorrow will be my last day. A update for tmr? XD Anyway hope you guys love this chapter. A few chapters left, there will be two ending Junhae and Jinhae. This is a Jinhwan fanfic. But I will post Junhae ending first cuz that is the original ending. Thank you for everyone that read this book 20k reads and 1.8k votes, thank you very much! My next book will come out in this week. It's a bts Jimin fanfic. A small surprise for my jagiya Chloe or Gaheun. I will be writing two books for her, which will be the up coming books. 1st one (the one that I will publish this week) It's a text kind of fanfic. It's two people convo, which will readers and jimin. 2st will be a bts jimin and exo chen fanfic. (Chapter one is done, but will not be publish in this week) This book is really hard to write so I have to faith in it, I don't know will I finish it or not.  This book (Apology) will be ending in chapter 35 & epilogue Junhae and Jinhae ending. Do support till the end, follow, vote and comment.

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