"I'm sorry... but I have to...I have to leave you..."
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Hello~this is Nara here. as I said, i will start a ikon ff so main boy will be Jinhwan! my bias! this fanfic is inspired by ikon 'apology' if you haven't heard it, you're outdate...
"What do you mean?" She frowned, looking at Jinhwan. She does not like what he just said.
There's a long silence, Jinhwan didn't speak anything, all he did is staring at Hyelin.
He doesn't even know what is he doing right now.
He finally opened his mouth, trying to speak something. But he immediately shut them back, nothing came out.
"You should go back, I really need to go." After realizing he won't give her an answer, she softly pulled her wrist out from Jinhwan grip and left.
But just when Hyelin is about to enter the building, he shouted.
"I think I miss you Hyelin!" Her footstep stopped, not facing Jinhwan, she's shocked to heard those words.
"I think I miss the time when we're in love." Again, he shouted.
"I think I miss that pretty face of yours."
"I think I miss our conversation."
"I think I miss the time that we'll said sweet things to each others."
"I think...I think I miss your lips...the lips that feel so perfect when they're on mine."
Slowly Hyelin turned around, eyes filled with tears.
"I think I still love you Min Hyelin." Jinhwan last sentence make her want to slap him, but she can't, because she still love him.
She shook her head "No.... Jinhwan this is so wrong... You have Haejung now and I can't take you away from her."
She don't want to betray Haejung. She's not those kind of girl that do this kind of stuff.
Well for Jinhwan, he don't know why is he feeling like this. It may seems like it's very suddenly. But actually he have been thinking about Hyelin a lot, missing her. Sure he is happy that he have Haejung, he love her. But the love they have is not the same as the one that he had with Hyelin. He hated himself for thinking like this, he felt so sorry for Haejung. Before meeting Hyelin again, he was still fine. But when he finally saw her again he can't help but to miss her even more. He can't help but to fall in love with her once again. But what about Haejung? Does he still love her? Yes, he still love her, but he love Hyelin also.
"But I can't let you leave me again." He said while looking Hyelin straight in the eye. His serious and sad face makes Hyelin want to run to him and caress his cheek telling him she'll never leave him.
"What about Haejung?" She asked, what about her? They can't be this selfish. He still have that someone that love him a lot, maybe more than her.
She got no answer from him. He doesn't know what to do.
He love the two of them.
"Just go." She said and quickly went in the building.
Making sure she's far enough, she slammed her back to the wall and slid down slowly.
She cried her heart out.
"Why Kim Jinhwan...? Why do you choose to love me when I already decided to forget you. Why do you choose to love me when you finally got the girl that you truly loved."
Jinhwan stood there, with a messy mind. He don't know what to do.
After standing there for a long while he decided to head back home.
Time skip...3 weeks later...
Jinhwan have been ignoring me for three weeks now. The very last time we talked is the time when we met Hyelin. At first it's not that serious. Whenever I try to talk to him he will always avoid me. 'I'm sorry Hae but I can't talk now.''I'm busy Hae.' these become the excuse that he'll always use.
I miss him I really do... Have I done anything wrong? But the last time we talked we're still fine...What happen.
"Miss Yoon?"My thoughts being cut off by the teacher. And then I realize my cheeks are all wet and my vision is blurry.
"Are you okay? You cried a lot lately." The teacher asked. I look around the class and realize everyone is looking at me.
"I...I'm fine...Sorry teacher...It's just...I miss my appa..." I lied, yes I miss my father but that is not the reason why I cried.
"Okay then...I hope he'll come back soon." The teacher said and continue teaching.
Jinhwan is not sitting beside me anymore, he's not even in the same school with me anymore...
He moved away a two weeks ago. To where? I don't know...
I went crazy and kept on banging on his house door when the teacher told me that.
But no one came and answer the door. The door and window are all shut, I can't see the inside because of the curtains.
I remember I cried my heart out just to let him come out and let me see him again.
I kept on banging on the door but no one came not even his parents. I asked my mom does his parents told her anything, but like the same she'll avoid my question.
And every single one of my friends is hiding something from me, the boys and Yoojin. Except for Junhoe, it seems like he doesn't know anything, just like me. But like he promised he'll always stay by my side. Yoojin and the boys stop talking about Jinhwan as soon as he left the school. But they told me one thing. "Forget about him... He's not coming back."
He blocked me one every social media and always ignore my calls and text.
What's happening? He didn't even tell me he want to break up or something.
I miss you Kim Jinhwan....come back to me...
____________________________________________ The hell am I writing right now? Anyway! The ending is already set! And hehehehehehehehehe you guys will hate the ending of this book. BUT! THAT'S NOT THE ENDING FOR THIS STORY! BECAUSE!
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It's the sequel! It'll be plublish after this book. It's inspired by iKON just go~ I really love the lyrics, anyone same here?XD So... *spoilers alert. This ending will be.....Junhoe XD
Next chapter will be the last :( I love you guys. vote comment follow.
