APOLOGY || Kjh

Chapter 15

Chapter 15

I snuggle my head into the soft pillow. The ground is hard and uncomfortable but at least I have my pillow. The sleeping back isn't helping at all, it's still uncomfortable.

Someone then unzipped my camp and went inside. The familiar scent went in my nostril. Then I know who is it.

"Jinhwan...I'm awake, you can go out now..."I said while my eyes we're still close.

"What?But how do you..." I slowly sat up and ruffles his hair.

"I'm your best friend, I know your scent very well." I chuckled and so does he.

Just like what they say, we can be as sweet as couple sometimes...But that ain't gonna happen.

My smile faded when that thought came in my mind.

"You can get out now." I said and he nodded then got out of my room.

After he left I hid my face between my legs and sighed. I didn't sleep just now, I can't. The thoughts kept on bothering me even though I already make a decision that I think it's the best for both of us. But in the same time,something is telling me this is wrong.

I groaned and ruffle my hair then slowly crawl out of the camp with my toiletries.

Time skip...

"When are our parents gonna comeback?" I asked to Jinhwan when I saw him beside the sink.

He look up with his toothbrush still stuffed in his mouth.

"Afternoon I think?" He pulled out the toothbrush and said, while his mouth is still full of toothpaste.

I nodded my head and walk away.

We ate some breads and waited for our parents to come back.

So I decided to tell Junhoe.

I slowly walk beside him and pulled his sleeve.

"Oh hey Hae, what's up?" He asked with a adorable smile. I rubbed my neck and and smiled slightly.

I look beside me to make sure the others is out of our sight.

" I decided." I said with after a sigh. He tilted his head slightly to the right and crossed his arm." My answer."

"And your answer is?" He raised his brow and asked. I don't know why, but I feel nervous. Like I shouldn't do this.

After a long silence, I finally speak up.

"I'll help him Junhoe...I want to help him..." I hugged myself and look down at the ground.

One drop, two drop, three drop...

The tears kept on falling out as I hugged myself even tighter...

I bit my bottom lips to stop the tears, but it's not helping at all.

Then suddenly I felt someone hugged me...

"Don't cry Hae ah... I'm here..." It used to be Jinhwan... He used to say that when I cry... But now, there's only Junhoe...

Even though I just met him, but I found out I'm sharing my secret with him. My deepest secret that I don't even know.

I cried even louder as I wrapped my hand around Junhoe waist. I hope the others won't hear me.

It took me awhile to calm myself down. I let go of Junhoe and so does he. I wipe away my tears and look back at Junhoe. I can't help but laugh when I saw his face. He had that 'I felt so sorry for you' look, and it's so funny. I must look ugly right now.

"Why are you suddenly laughing?" He asked with a raised brow.

I shook my head and stop laughing, but still keeping a small smile on my face.

"I'm sure Junhoe ah, I won't regret, and also you don't have to show me that look." I said while pointing at his face.

He laughed and rubbed the back of his neck.

"Something is wrong with you guys, I'm sure." We quickly look at my left when we heard that. It' Yunhyeong who said that. And the boys and Yoojin behind him with a crossed arms.

"Suddenly crying like there's no tomorrow. And now laughing like a idiot." Donghyuk said and laughed.

Now that I realise that too, it's kind of weird haha.

My eyes automatically landed on Jinhwan, who is standing beside Hanbin. He too, laughing with them. He look normal, he look like he agree with the boy. That I have something with Junhoe. But... his face didn't show a bit of anger or jealousy. Now that I'm 100% sure, it was just me who have this stupid feelings for him.

And I have to get rid of it.

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Hello! Long time no update aye? Well I decided to update a short chapter cuz it has been so long. As I said, school life will be busy, and my cheer leading practice start on monday. Mean I can't update, just maybe. Because practice finish at 4:30p.m and I will reach home at 5:15? Because of the bus. And usually I sleep at 7p.m when I have practice sooooo.... yeah. I don't really have time. But I'll try my best. Will update on this Sat or Sun. As usual, I love you guys! Thank you for the 300 votes! Do continue supporting me and vote, comment and also kindly follow!

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