APOLOGY || Kjh

Chapter 25

Chapter 25

"Now kids, I need to go upstairs so I'll leave you three alone. I trust you guys." Mom said after turning off the tv.

We simply nodded our head and stare at my mom until she finally went upstairs.

We heard the sound of the door shut, signalling whatever we said now, she won't heard it.

I sighed and stood up. This will end up bad.

"So...what are we doing now?" Junhoe asked and I struggle my shoulder.

"Let's do what we're suppose to do...Let's talk, your mom is right, something's not right." Jinhwan suddenly said with an uneasy face.

"I'm tired....can we lay down while talking?" The truth is, I don't want him to see my face. I'm scared that he'll see me cry.

"Sure?" The boys went to the bedroom and brings out some pillows and blanket.

Junhoe passed me my stuff and went beside Jinhwan. I smiled and thanked him with my soft voice.

After settling everything, I went beside the door and switch off the lights.

"Why is turning off the lights needed?" I heard Jinhwan asked as I slowly make my way back to the couch.

"Just because..." I don't want to see your face and I don't want you to see mine." Let's start should we?"

I laid myself down on the couch.

"Uhm...so...Hae...may I know what's wrong with us?" Jinhwan asked, I suddenly think that Jinhwan is so dumb. Doesn't he realise it? We're distanced.

"Hwan...I know you're smart to figured it out by yourself..." I said looking at the ceiling, I can see it clearly because of the lights from outside the window.

"Is it because of Hyelin...? So we're distanced?" He asked, a small smile formed on my lips because I think the question is stupid and obvious.

"What do you think...?" I asked.

"So it's true then...You jealous?" He laughed. I actually can't believe he said that.

My smile simply faded and nodded my head knowing that he won't see it.

Yes I'm jealous Hwan ah, so much...

"Nope, why would I? I'm just you're best friend. And I'm doubting about it already." I said and that bitter smile formed again.

I don't know, but when I can't see him. I felt lonely, like now.

But strangely, this time not just Jinhwan, I miss two people. Junhoe and Jinhwan.

"Hm... Don't lie to me Hae..." He said and it make me wanna cry.

I can see the sadness behind your smile...

What he'll say if he saw my smile, the bitter and fake smile of mine.

That's why I didn't want him to look at me.

"Junhoe ah..." I called out, decided to just ignore Jinhwan question.

I suddenly miss Junhoe voice so much, I think I'm already used to having Junhoe all around me.

But there's no reply.

"Are you asleep already?" I crawled up and look down at them.

From the light of outside, I can see clearly that Junhoe eyes is shut and lips slightly parted. He's asleep.

And Jinhwan, he's looking at me with a innocent face.

"Why are you looking at me like that Hwan ah?" I asked, and he smiled when he heard that.

"It's strange... I felt more...happier today... when I'm with you... it didn't felt like this when I'm with Hyelin..." My heart skipped a beat when he said that.

"What?" I asked. He suddenly sit up and look at me straight in the eyes.

I leaned back a bit, but he only leaned forward to me more. To make me stop moving back, he pulled my neck and pulled me closer to him.

I got shock and can't stop blushing. It's not the first time that we're so close. But it's the first time after I make sure my feelings for him.

"What are you doing Jinhwan?" I asked but he quickly leaned in.

And...our lips touched...

My eyes widened and his is shut.

But it didn't last long, he leaned back and licked his lips.

"It felt exactly the same..." He said while touching his lips. I blinked my eyes numerously. How can he act like nothing happened?! He just kissed me!

"Kim Jinhwan! What's that for?!" I shouted. He look at me again then look back at his hand. But then he lay back down.

WHAT THE HELL?!

"It felt the same Hae ah... But how..." He kept on saying the same thing.

"FELT WHAT THE SAME KIM JINHWAN! YOU BETTER EXPLAIN IT CLEARLY!" I look at him, just in time our eyes meet.

"It felt the same, our kiss... I have the same feeling when I kiss Hyelin. But how Hae? How?"

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I'm not planing to update this week actually since I'm really really really busy. IT'S CHINESE NEW YEAR! WOAH! And because of it, I quit cheer leading uuuuuuu. I'm so sad! And the whole week I'm busing with the new year stuff. But I still decided to update a short chapter. I hope you guys like it hehe. What ending do you guys think it will be? It's Jinhae or Junhae? hmmmm? comment! Remember to follow me～and guys anyone have line? add me and we can chat at there. My ID is: byunnara02

to Chinese readers:

新年快乐！除夕刚过初一来啦！猴年也来了！朋友们有谁是属猴的？恭喜发财哟～我爱你们！希望你们的今年会比去年好哟～新年快乐！万事如意！猴年行大运！爱死你们拉！！！

Thank you for reading, happy monkey year to all! do vote comment and follow～

Happy Birthday to our Jinhwannie too!

-byun nara-